Blackpill A break-up 7 years ago gave me mental illness (1 Viewer)

[vinn98]

I actually had a cute EE gf who wanted to get married. I ruined it because I felt like I was too young and I wanted to go clubbing and meet more girls. I felt sad from the moment I broke up and started regretting it more as time goes by. A few months later she started dating a new guy and by then it was too late. Not a day has gone by that I haven't thought of her. I'm probably going to have this curse for the rest of my life.

 

[Vermilioncore]

You gotta kill her now and become similar to johnny depp in secret window

 

[chosen-one]

same. nearly word for word. miss my EE oneitis. but only 5 yrs ago.

 

[Sixdaysinfallujah66]

same man but 4 me only 7 months ago, also how many bitches you slayed after her

 

[vinn98]

same man but 4 me only 7 months ago, also how many bitches you slayed after her

A few but they didn't cure it. The first years I would get constant anxiety when I started thinking of memories and how I messed up, and just feel the need to walk outside for hours at night when I couldn't sleep. If I was alone at home it felt like I was going crazy.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

I actually had a cute EE gf who wanted to get married. I ruined it because I felt like I was too young and I wanted to go clubbing and meet more girls. I felt sad from the moment I broke up and started regretting it more as time goes by. A few months later she started dating a new guy and by then it was too late. Not a day has gone by that I haven't thought of her. I'm probably going to have this curse for the rest of my life.

Move on. I've had the same experience. Had a girl who loved me and wanted to marry but I didn't want her at the time cause I was only 24 and still had oats to sow. I broke it off and left the city. We kept in touch from time to time and about two years later I came to a pretty low point in my life. I thought it would be good to settle down with her. We got back together again but what I didn't know was that she was just trying to get back at me. It didn't last very long. She knew I was at a low point in my life. This time she broke it off with me and left me at an even lower point than I already was. The heartache lasted about two months. All I could think of was her. I hated her for it but still wanted her.

Anyways, I pulled myself up and forgot about her. Two years later I met a much better girl. Been married to her 5 years now. Sometimes I have nightmares that I'm married to the first one that broke my heart. I can't begin to tell you what a relief it is to wake up from those nightmares, laying next to my wife. It's funny to think there was a time that I would have given anything to be with her. Just move on dude. There's something better out there.

 

[Sixdaysinfallujah66]

A few but they didn't cure it. The first years I would get constant anxiety when I started thinking of memories and how I messed up, and just feel the need to walk outside for hours at night when I couldn't sleep. If I was alone at home it felt like I was going crazy.

I feel you bro, currently I am with this short and cute girl, call me a normie but nothing fills the void in my life. Sometimes when it gets too much, I wish I had never met her at all but that just sounds stupid and atleast she gave me brutal gym gains.

 

[Deleted member 51727]

As if anyone gives a fuck about your shit life

 

[Sixdaysinfallujah66]

As if anyone gives a fuck about your shit life

i do

 

[Deleted member 51727]

i do

Cuck

 

[Sixdaysinfallujah66]

Cuck

you will never be loved

 

[Deleted member 51727]

you will never be loved

I spit on you

 

[Sixdaysinfallujah66]

I spit on you

 

[Chinacurry]

You gotta kill her now and become similar to johnny depp in secret window

If u kill her do u stop thinking if her? What if u don't and u end up more fucked up?

 

[Vermilioncore]

If u kill her do u stop thinking if her? What if u don't and u end up more fucked up?

Then you kill yourself