Bewusst
dead inside
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I only feel normal when drinking. My thinking, my attention span, everything seems to normalize when I had a couple of beers. Even my horrible back and tmj pain disappear/lessen. Why is this? I want to always feel this way (normal). Becoming an alcoholic isn't an option for me. Weed doesn't do shit, just makes me lazier, less productive.