germanlooks
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Is this an incel trait?
Every single day in the bus or in the bed or wherever I am alone with my own thoughts I keep making fake scenarios up in my head.
For example how it would be and feel like if I would look like prime Chico. How all my insecurities and problems wouldn’t be there anymore and how I would attract easily the girls I find attractive. How other people would treat me differently etc.
On the one hand it is fucking torture because I know it will never happen but on the other hand something about it still feels good. I also have a really good imagination and am a creative person so this might make this even worse and more addictive.
The thing is I did this already when I was younger. Obv about different things and not on how it would be to look like prime chico or someone else. So this isn’t because of the blackpill
Every single day in the bus or in the bed or wherever I am alone with my own thoughts I keep making fake scenarios up in my head.
For example how it would be and feel like if I would look like prime Chico. How all my insecurities and problems wouldn’t be there anymore and how I would attract easily the girls I find attractive. How other people would treat me differently etc.
On the one hand it is fucking torture because I know it will never happen but on the other hand something about it still feels good. I also have a really good imagination and am a creative person so this might make this even worse and more addictive.
The thing is I did this already when I was younger. Obv about different things and not on how it would be to look like prime chico or someone else. So this isn’t because of the blackpill