Anxiety is killing me...

[Deleted member 31169]

Im tired of constantly living on edge.. at work, with family, while out with friends... its too tiring I sometimes wonder if dying would be an ultimate relief from this continous misery.

I just wish to feel normal again.. and get to sleep well at night and not have to experience sleepless nights over and over.

Im exhausted. Im done. I ask Allah to relieve my internal pain soon enough.

Thank God for this site so I could at least vent to strangers who wouldnt feel bad about the misery im in. I cant vent to my family as I dont want them to feel bad.

 

[Willmogulater]

Im tired of constantly living on edge.. at work, with family, while out with friends... its so tiring I sometimes wonder if dying would be an ultimate relief from this continous misery.

I just to feel normal again.. and sleep well at night and not have to experience sleepless nights over and over.

Im exhausted. Im done. I ask Allah to relieve my internal pain soon enough.

Thank God for this site so I could at least vent to strangers who wouldnt feel bad about the misery im in. I cant vent to my family as I dont want them to feel bad.

Do drugs weed u will relax

 

[Seth Walsh]

Try meditating and getting better sleep

 

[Deleted member 20370]

ask your local doc for some benzos

 

[Willmogulater]

Try meditating and getting better sleep

Lets Breath Mikhel

 

[Deleted member 29786]

Try meditating and getting better sleep

no meditation for his features

 

[Seth Walsh]

ask your local doc for some benzos

benzos. killers.


Been on them too long.

 

[Deleted member 31169]

Do drugs weed u will relax

ask your local doc for some benzos

I was prescriped Valium for 6 months. I took it for a week and quit. I dont wanna turn into a junkie and have to experience withdrawals

 

[Willmogulater]

I was prescriped Valium for 6 months. I took it for a week and quit. I dont wanna turn into a junkie and have to experience withdrawals

I didnt took drugs no alcohol no cig but let me tell u its worse than being a junkie

 

[Deleted member 31169]

@Willmogulater Stop JFL reacting niggas.

 

[Willmogulater]

@Willmogulater Stop JFL reacting niggas.

 

[JackTheKnife]

Anxiety about what

 

[aBetterMii]

I was prescriped Valium for 6 months. I took it for a week and quit. I dont wanna turn into a junkie and have to experience withdrawals

Mail them to me PO

 

[Aypo129]

Yo boyo
Take valium
I sell heroin btw if you want it

 

[Deleted member 31169]

I didnt took drugs no alcohol no cig but let me tell u its worse than being a junkie

Doc told me he'd wean me off valium after completeling full six months of taking it. I immedialely started looking it up on youtube and people didnt recommend so being a hypochondriac as well i jst stopped and never even went back to the docs.

 

[Deleted member 31169]

Anxiety about what

Literally nothing. Ive a decent job. My parents are doing just fine. Im 6ft 3 and look decent enough.

Its just shitty brain chemistry genes.

 

[Deleted member 20399]

Doc told me he'd wean me off valium after completeling full six months of taking it. I immedialely started looking it up on youtube and people didnt recommend so being a hypochondriac as well i jst stopped and never even went back to the docs.

What are Valium withdrawal symptoms

 

[Willmogulater]

Doc told me he'd wean me off valium after completeling full six months of taking it. I immedialely started looking it up on youtube and people didnt recommend so being a hypochondriac as well i jst stopped and never even went back to the docs.

Two choices u have
>No valium and No Sleep
>Take valium and sleep but face side effects later

 

[Willmogulater]

Literally nothing. Ive a decent job. My parents are doing just fine. Im 6ft 3 and look decent enough.

Its just shitty brain chemistry genes.

Then u need lobotomy

 

[Deleted member 31169]

What are Valium withdrawal symptoms

Didnt take it long enough to experience any.
people who did said it was worse than anxiety.

 

[Deleted member 20370]

Literally nothing. Ive a decent job. My parents are doing just fine. Im 6ft 3 and look decent enough.

Its just shitty brain chemistry genes.

go see a therapist, retard. there are other meds to help curb anxiety besides benzos

 

[Deleted member 31169]

go see a therapist, retard. there are other meds to help curbs anxiety besides benzos

They dont do shit. They are people on their job who jst want the shift to end and fuck off home as well. JFL@U if you think therapists care about your mental illness

 

[Deleted member 20370]

They dont do shit. They are people on their job who jst want the shift to end and fuck off home as well. JFL@U if you think therapists care about your mental illness

ok keep struggling alone until you sui

 

[Clown Show]

 

[Deleted member 31169]

If you have a mental illness. Hear it here first, it's fucking over even if you're the chaddiest of chads.

 

[JackTheKnife]

Literally nothing.

Doubt. There are some hidden things you don't want to admit or open, past traumas etc. Doubt your body just playing tricks on you for absolute no reason.

 

[Deleted member 31169]

Doubt. There are some hidden things you don't want to admit or open, past traumas etc. Doubt your body just playing tricks on you for absolute no reason.

You might be correct. My childhood was amazing. I didnt have the easiest of lives during my teen years tho. You honestly cant tell with this type of shit. All you gotta do is learn to attempt to 'control' (and by control i mean, try n look normal) and deal with it.

 

[JackTheKnife]

I didnt have the easiest of lives during my teen years tho

Probably a build up. I doubt you will feel that way 24/7 without those things happening to you whatever they are.
It's a sort of a trauma with a delay reaction, like what the fuck is happening. It didn't go anywhere, it's still there in
your mind. Try to evaluate it from a third person perspective and tell me if it's really just so random or there's some
logic going on. Maybe a lot of stress under very important years of development took it's toll.

 

[Deleted member 31169]

Probably a build up. I doubt you will feel that way 24/7 without those things happening to you whatever they are.
It's a sort of a trauma with a delay reaction, like what the fuck is happening. It didn't go anywhere, it's still there in
your mind. Try to evaluate it from a third person perspective and tell me if it's really just so random or there's some
logic going on. Maybe a lot of stress under very important years of development took it's toll.

Smart reply ngl.
Regarding the delay in reaction, couldnt be further from the truth. Sometimes something happens that may trigger my anxiety but many of the symptoms wouldnt show until some time has passed (30mins to an hour). Its a weird phenomenon now that im thinking about it.

 

[rand anon]

Same op, idk what to do