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Kraken
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i will be 23 next friday. still haven’t had my first kiss. never had an ioi in my entire life. i feel invisible and totally worthless, failing miserably at every human experience that is supposed to come naturally, that normal people don’t have to even think about. there’s no way i am not either fuck ugly, autistic or both. what else explains it? i’m not autistic, just quiet and dull so it must be my looks and i just don’t see it
i have been clinically depressed for years and it gets worse with every year that passes. one day, probably when i realise i’m supposed to have kids or be married, i bet my antidepressants won’t even work because it will become too severe. i am not living, just existing and going nowhere, feeling nothing, experiencing nothing. i hope i never get old because i will be on my deathbed with nothing to comfort me as i pass
i have been clinically depressed for years and it gets worse with every year that passes. one day, probably when i realise i’m supposed to have kids or be married, i bet my antidepressants won’t even work because it will become too severe. i am not living, just existing and going nowhere, feeling nothing, experiencing nothing. i hope i never get old because i will be on my deathbed with nothing to comfort me as i pass