at what point will i actually enjoy my life?

[Just1Year]

i cant even comprehend how i feel and put it into sentences but im rated as a htn and im 6 foot at 16 and im taller than most people, of course i do whatever i can to get better looking but i have this fucking thought in my gut constantly that i am never going to be good enough. If girls like me its not enough because i want every girl to like me, i hate myself constantly, i go home depressed as a motherfucker thinking im not good looking but i cant seem to understand how to get to a point where it will all be fixed. i dont ever enjoy anything i do in life even with friends and its all starting to get boring, im so nd its honestly insane, does it ever fucking get better or will i constantly be like this till i die and look in the mirror believing that just abit more will be enough.

 

[V4MPIR3]

dnr you stupid faggot

 

[truey338]

do u fuck bro

 

[FrLandon_r]

with this mentality never bro js accept be grateful . I would love to be you bro. Do u want to become a manwhore that girls go and masterbuate to like a male OF model sending sussy pics or sm ur alr good and set.

 

[supersaiyancarp27]

D N R

 

[Just1Year]

do u fuck bro

honestly cant get myself to, ive had so many girls want to fuck me but im just so odd that i feel like im going to get laughed at or do something wrong

 

[jacksonchris]

i cant even comprehend how i feel and put it into sentences but im rated as a htn and im 6 foot at 16 and im taller than most people, of course i do whatever i can to get better looking but i have this fucking thought in my gut constantly that i am never going to be good enough. If girls like me its not enough because i want every girl to like me, i hate myself constantly, i go home depressed as a motherfucker thinking im not good looking but i cant seem to understand how to get to a point where it will all be fixed. i dont ever enjoy anything i do in life even with friends and its all starting to get boring, im so nd its honestly insane, does it ever fucking get better or will i constantly be like this till i die and look in the mirror believing that just abit more will be enough.

ikwym its kinda fucked i suggest trying to find another but stay with lm bc at the end of the day not every bitch will like any guy

 

[Just1Year]

with this mentality never bro js accept be grateful . I would love to be you bro. Do u want to become a manwhore that girls go and masterbuate to like a male OF model sending sussy pics or sm ur alr good and set.

its not that jfl its just that i feel like im trying to reach something but i dont even know what im reaching

 

[Just1Year]

ikwym its kinda fucked i suggest trying to find another but stay with lm bc at the end of the day not every bitch will like any guy

yeah ive kind of understood that but its like i feel as whenever some whore dosent like me im the one who needs changing

 

[truey338]

honestly cant get myself to, ive had so many girls want to fuck me but im just so odd that i feel like im going to get laughed at or do something wrong

yo keep ur head up high, if u look good a foid wont gaf what u do and she'll prob even be begging for seconds if u finish early lmao def take some pills that keep u hard tho if ur a virgin. to gain some confidence try giving up on ur looks for a bit, avoid mirrors, eat shitty, just completely let urself go until u cant take it u'll learn to value and appreciate yourself for where ur at rn

 

[jacksonchris]

yeah ive kind of understood that but its like i feel as whenever some whore dosent like me im the one who needs changing

i think the same way alot but hyperfixation come with adhd or add or wtv you got that makes u nd
i have adhd
i tend to hyperfixate on bitches i dont even want just for the satisfaction of them wanting me

 

[Just1Year]

i tend to hyperfixate on bitches i dont even want just for the satisfaction of them wanting me

holy shit this is so fucking real, genuinely what im saying

 

[Just1Year]

yo keep ur head up high, if u look good a foid wont gaf what u do and she'll prob even be begging for seconds if u finish early lmao def take some pills that keep u hard tho if ur a virgin. to gain some confidence try giving up on ur looks for a bit, avoid mirrors, eat shitty, just completely let urself go until u cant take it u'll learn to value and appreciate yourself for where ur at rn

thank you so much man, will do