Autism voicecel pill reaped my soul

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Growing up my voice had such an off putting affect it was almost on par with my disgusting face

I spent so much time trying to improve it but I still am not 100% normie sounding, there’s a specific tone and cadence to my voice that I can also detect in many other autists. Monotone yet also mildly confused. Robotic. When my voice deepened that actually helped mask it a bit but I’ll still find myself slipping back into it when I’m not actively making an effort to input fake emotion to my vocal cords.

Often I can never tell that I’m doing it until I hear my voice played back on a recording. It is a horrific feeling to know that disheveled voice belongs to me. It is even more horrific to know that even if I pull off the Herculean task of reaching MTN, I’ll still probably be too autistic to ever find any sort of acceptance from normies.
 
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ladies can tell your autist just by the way you speak, i know it; also by your face muscles too.
 
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ladies can tell your autist just by the way you speak, i know it; also by your face muscles too.
There are so many indicators that it’s impossible to hide them all at once. Even if you tried allocating your energy to the dozens of tells and characteristics, you wouldn’t be able to do it for more than a week before becoming exhausted. Life is hell for autists. A performance that will kill you.
 
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There are so many indicators that it’s impossible to hide them all at once. Even if you tried allocating your energy to the dozens of tells and characteristics, you wouldn’t be able to do it for more than a week before becoming exhausted. Life is hell for autists. A performance that will kill you.
Its over for autists, masking is fake and we're more likely to have ED, more likely to have lower self esteem compared to autist foids.
autist foids get more play than NT men, this is why its over.
brutal NT pill, its a nerf believe me.
i know this has to be cured, we will figure out a way.
or we will wage a ware against the non autists because they bring suffering into this world.
 
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ladies can tell your autist just by the way you speak, i know it; also by your face muscles too.
And even physiognomy, it goes beyond how you make expressions with your face, many autists are cursed with low dimorphism long philtrum faces with specific ratios that factor into normie pattern recognition, associating you with all the other neurologically inept autists they’ve had the displeasure of interacting with.
 
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And even physiognomy, it goes beyond how you make expressions with your face, many autists are cursed with low dimorphism long philtrum faces with specific ratios that factor into normie pattern recognition, associating you with all the other neurologically inept autists they’ve had the displeasure of interacting with.
i completely agree, neurotypicals can sniff us out in a matter of MILLISECONDS!!! and they dont trust us either, they know autists are exquisite and gem-like; something beautiful to grace this earth.
 
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Its over for autists, masking is fake and we're more likely to have ED, more likely to have lower self esteem compared to autist foids.
autist foids get more play than NT men, this is why its over.
brutal NT pill, its a nerf believe me.
i know this has to be cured, we will figure out a way.
or we will wage a ware against the non autists because they bring suffering into this world.
I saw a statistic that said autistic females are 3x more likely to have relationships than autistic males. Truthfully, I think the type of autism that has become so prevalent since the advent of the Information Age is by default a male trait. I don’t think women can have the type of autism most of us on this forum have. Autistic men are truly alone, and are destined for a life of loneliness and misunderstanding unless we undergo radical self transformation and overcoming.
 
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And even physiognomy, it goes beyond how you make expressions with your face, many autists are cursed with low dimorphism long philtrum faces with specific ratios that factor into normie pattern recognition, associating you with all the other neurologically inept autists they’ve had the displeasure of interacting with.
This is true but I look good tbh so they cannot tell but based on how I behave they can tell

I can also tell a girls autistic by speaking to her it’s very obvious to me I have called out 6 girls in the last 2 months for being spergs and I was right every time
 
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i completely agree, neurotypicals can sniff us out in a matter of MILLISECONDS!!! and they dont trust us either, they know autists are exquisite and gem-like; something beautiful to grace this earth.
It’s peculiar how they despise us as individuals, yet as a herd they follow art, literature, music, etc created by autistic minds.
 
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I saw a statistic that said autistic females are 3x more likely to have relationships than autistic males. Truthfully, I think the type of autism that has become so prevalent since the advent of the Information Age is by default a male trait. I don’t think women can have the type of autism most of us on this forum have. Autistic men are truly alone, and are destined for a life of loneliness and misunderstanding unless we undergo radical self transformation and overcoming.
its over man i dnt even wanan read this im just a happy autist at times, i agree the NT pill is brutal but i just wanna cope.
i dont think any thought experiments / cognitive behaviour therapies / rewiring will help us.
ive had shite experiences growing up they lal knew i was an autist
 
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I saw a statistic that said autistic females are 3x more likely to have relationships than autistic males. Truthfully, I think the type of autism that has become so prevalent since the advent of the Information Age is by default a male trait. I don’t think women can have the type of autism most of us on this forum have. Autistic men are truly alone, and are destined for a life of loneliness and misunderstanding unless we undergo radical self transformation and overcoming.
Autistic women can have a normal dating life because men are forgiving and have low standards. Women have 0 Tolerance for weakness when it comes to men which is why aspie males are doomed whilst the women are ok and can date and even marry chad and Tyrone. Men will consider aspie women quirky, women consider aspie men subhuman weirdos and freaks. This is what it is


Aspie men always have to overcompensate that’s why most looksmaxxers are autistic like Clav and BGM we have to overcompensate with status money and looks to get a spouse. We live life in nightmare mode
 
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This is true but I look good tbh so they cannot tell but based on how I behave they can tell

I can also tell a girls autistic by speaking to her it’s very obvious to me I have called out 6 girls in the last 2 months for being spergs and I was right every time
6 autistic foids in 2 months, what’s in the water where you live? :lul:
 
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6 autistic foids in 2 months, what’s in the water where you live? :lul:
Tbh I went on a date with 2, pulled a few blk chicks with it and well yeah they called me out on my autism which I mask so well normies cannot tell but they could immediately based on how I move act and speak. I’m also trying to slay a aspie foid rn she’s basically me but female and Ofc her life is FAR EASIER than mine because of this

Makes me rage tbh
 
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