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It’s me against my genetic destiny
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Growing up my voice had such an off putting affect it was almost on par with my disgusting face
I spent so much time trying to improve it but I still am not 100% normie sounding, there’s a specific tone and cadence to my voice that I can also detect in many other autists. Monotone yet also mildly confused. Robotic. When my voice deepened that actually helped mask it a bit but I’ll still find myself slipping back into it when I’m not actively making an effort to input fake emotion to my vocal cords.
Often I can never tell that I’m doing it until I hear my voice played back on a recording. It is a horrific feeling to know that disheveled voice belongs to me. It is even more horrific to know that even if I pull off the Herculean task of reaching MTN, I’ll still probably be too autistic to ever find any sort of acceptance from normies.
I spent so much time trying to improve it but I still am not 100% normie sounding, there’s a specific tone and cadence to my voice that I can also detect in many other autists. Monotone yet also mildly confused. Robotic. When my voice deepened that actually helped mask it a bit but I’ll still find myself slipping back into it when I’m not actively making an effort to input fake emotion to my vocal cords.
Often I can never tell that I’m doing it until I hear my voice played back on a recording. It is a horrific feeling to know that disheveled voice belongs to me. It is even more horrific to know that even if I pull off the Herculean task of reaching MTN, I’ll still probably be too autistic to ever find any sort of acceptance from normies.