Being a socially challenged incel is like being in coma for years.

[ChadFucksYourOneitis]

It seems like you have no memories of your teen life. All you know are the feelings of emptiness , hatred , anxiety , depression and anger.

Now you wake up and found yourself a lonely man in his 20s who have no idea how romantic relationship works at all.
It feels like if you were waking up after 10 years in coma.

"Mentally crippled by lonely teen years"

Notice how life seems to progress much more faster for normies , women and Chads.
It takes just a week for woman to forget everything about you. Including your full name.

 

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[Deleted member 8165]

it is what it is

 

[Deleted member 4430]

 

[ChadFucksYourOneitis]

JokER

 

[Growth Plate]

my cue to get off this site already

 

[ChadFucksYourOneitis]

True, my only memories of teen years is crying, having anxiety and feeling lonely

I was at the point that I had to browse people's IG or youtube just to know how does being normal , accepted and loved feel like.
I watched it to compensate for my nonexistence teen years.

I enjoy watching my oneitis growing up year by year. This girl was the first and probably the only thing I ever had to a girlfriend. I love her but I had to let her go because deep down inside I'm so fucked , I'm always a hideous monster....ugly beyound any redemption even a divine intervention won't save me from my pathetic existence.

She radiated positivity , she made me feel like a human.
But in the end an angel shouldn't be anywhere near a monster.

I'm something that god never desire.

I remember crying while watching her fell in love with someone else. It was so beautiful beyound words. They deserved each other.

 

[ChadFucksYourOneitis]

Yeah, I think we wont ever be "normal" people because we missed that development stage. Everyday I feel darker.
That is like a snowball, everyday it passes it grows bigger

Something normal people will never get it.

 

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The passage of time is becoming ever anxiety inducing

 

[shrek]

Yeah I agree 100%. I woke up this morning and I was thinking about this for like 2 hours. It sucks

 

[ChadFucksYourOneitis]

The passage of time is becoming ever anxiety inducing

Especially if you browse your old friends or your crush IG profiles. You will see how scary time can change people.

 

[shrek]

Especially if you browse your old friends or your crush IG profiles. You will see how scary time can change people.

I have a second anonymous instagram and I stalk both ppl Ik in real life and ppl who live in my area and I know of them but never actually met them. I watch their stories and live vicariously through their social lives. It’s actually so sad I do this. If any of them knew this they would be disgusted by me.

Several of these accounts have blocked me and a handful have even messaged me asking who I am and saying it’s weird/creepy I watch their stories. I only responded to like one chick and I said I’m just bored and watch a bunch of ppl’s stories. And she said “get a life, bye bye” and blocked me. Technically I blocked her first so I won but whatever. Then, I made a second fake account and this bitch blocked me again lmao

 

[ChadFucksYourOneitis]

I have a second anonymous instagram and I stalk both ppl Ik in real life and ppl who live in my area and I know of them but never actually met them. I watch their stories and live vicariously through their social lives. It’s actually so sad I do this. If any of them knew this they would be disgusted by me.

Several of these accounts have blocked me and a handful have even messaged me asking who I am and saying it’s weird/creepy I watch their stories. I only responded to like one chick and I said I’m just bored and watch a bunch of ppl’s stories. And she said “get a life, bye bye” and blocked me. Technically I blocked her first so I won but whatever. Then, I made a second fake account and this bitch blocked me again lmao

I always lock out before browsing girl's IG.
Yeah , sometimes I feel like a creep doing this too.

 

[ChadFucksYourOneitis]

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