Dark thoughts towards randoms

[Chinacurry]

Something alarming I have noticed is not only does everyone on Instagram have a life 100x better than me, but 90% of people I see anywhere on the streets have pretty amazing lives much much better than me, and when I lived in Hong Kong more like 95% of people had much much better lives than me.

I know this made me go from a caring, socially responsible, liberal person to an extreme right wing non-empathetic jerk on the space of a couple of years thanks to the blackpill, basically because my mindset to everyone became u think I'm garbage and Ur probably right, so fuck u I couldn't care less about anything bad happening to you.

But now it's become so much worse, I have these extremely dark negative thoughts towards nearly everyone in the street, the office, the supermarket etc. Only people I don't feel this towards are the people I can see have it worse than me like retards, deformed people, etc.

And it's really fucked up shit I think, like I hope their kid gets cancer, or I hope that car won't stop and runs them over. And this is all things I feel towards randoms I have never spoken to.

Does anyone else feel this way??

 

[Ethniframementalcel]

Nah that’s fine it will pass eventually you will just become numb and uncaring

 

[Deleted member 10104]

Why do you think they have better lives than you? Especially in Hong Kong where the average housing situation is shit tier.

 

[Deleted member 16734]

Something alarming I have noticed is not only does everyone on Instagram have a life 100x better than me, but 90% of people I see anywhere on the streets have pretty amazing lives much much better than me, and when I lived in Hong Kong more like 95% of people had much much better lives than me.

I know this made me go from a caring, socially responsible, liberal person to an extreme right wing non-empathetic jerk on the space of a couple of years thanks to the blackpill, basically because my mindset to everyone became u think I'm garbage and Ur probably right, so fuck u I couldn't care less about anything bad happening to you.

But now it's become so much worse, I have these extremely dark negative thoughts towards nearly everyone in the street, the office, the supermarket etc. Only people I don't feel this towards are the people I can see have it worse than me like retards, deformed people, etc.

And it's really fucked up shit I think, like I hope their kid gets cancer, or I hope that car won't stop and runs them over. And this is all things I feel towards randoms I have never spoken to.

Does anyone else feel this way??

I understand where your coming from,
but thats ur mindset
ur allowing urself to be like that, instead of improving urself and strengthing ur weaknesses

 

[Deleted member 16734]

Something alarming I have noticed is not only does everyone on Instagram have a life 100x better than me, but 90% of people I see anywhere on the streets have pretty amazing lives much much better than me, and when I lived in Hong Kong more like 95% of people had much much better lives than me.

I know this made me go from a caring, socially responsible, liberal person to an extreme right wing non-empathetic jerk on the space of a couple of years thanks to the blackpill, basically because my mindset to everyone became u think I'm garbage and Ur probably right, so fuck u I couldn't care less about anything bad happening to you.

But now it's become so much worse, I have these extremely dark negative thoughts towards nearly everyone in the street, the office, the supermarket etc. Only people I don't feel this towards are the people I can see have it worse than me like retards, deformed people, etc.

And it's really fucked up shit I think, like I hope their kid gets cancer, or I hope that car won't stop and runs them over. And this is all things I feel towards randoms I have never spoken to.

Does anyone else feel this way??

I understand where your coming from,
but thats ur mindset
ur allowing urself to be like that, instead of improving urself and strengthing ur weaknesses

 

[Deleted member 15246]

Nah that’s fine it will pass eventually you will just become numb and uncaring

Yeah @Chinacurry after the rage phase, you will become calm asf, and everything will be very calm and chilled, but you won't be able to feel any pleasure, you have successfully desensitised yourself to all the positive aspects of live, which sucks but still better than being and suffering.

 

[Ethniframementalcel]

Just don’t go ER bro

 

[Chinacurry]

Why do you think they have better lives than you? Especially in Hong Kong where the average housing situation is shit tier.

Yeah not saying they have better houses/ or more ££ than me, but happier, more content and way more value and self worth