Depressed and finished people like me arent meant to live long

[wollet2]

Even if i dont kill myself life will find a way to flush me

I mean it makes sense. Infinite stress and depression, not good for the health.

Over, life is a nightmare

 

[wollet2]

I cant fucking do anything. Im so done

 

[Deleted member 17611]

Nigga you're free now

Think about it

When you're at the bottom u have nothing left to lose anymore, feel the FREEDOM that comes with being in this place, just stop giving a fuck and do whatever the fuck u want and see what happens, see how people react, I mean you're already ready to kill yourself so why not give this a shot beforehand... you'll see u won't be willing to kys anymore after that

 

[wollet2]

Nigga you're free now

Think about it

When you're at the bottom u have nothing left to lose anymore, feel the FREEDOM that comes with being in this place, just stop giving a fuck and do whatever the fuck u want and see what happens, see how people react, I mean you're already ready to kill yourself so why not give this a shot beforehand... you'll see u won't be willing to kys anymore after that

Free to do what. Even if i had all the money in the world its done. There is nothing that i can do. I cant have sex, im crippled, i cant go out cant do anything. I just have to keep not thinking

 

[aBetterMii]

Start softmaxxing

 

[Deleted member 17611]

Free to do what. Even if i had all the money in the world its done. There is nothing that i can do. I cant have sex, im crippled, i cant go out cant do anything. I just have to keep not thinking

Free to do whatever the fuck u want to do

Why do you think you're depressed? Because u believe u have to meet certain specific, objective criteria in order for society to accept you. You don't. You're free to do whatever the fuck you want to do. See how it feels.

 

[wollet2]

Start softmaxxing

Im not focused on my looks right now. I have a neurological health problem that has ended my life. And it keeps getting worse but its over already. Idk what to do, i can only cope with the fact that im finished maybe with hard drugs. THIS IS SO TERRIFYING I WANT TO PUKE. I feel so fucking sick and depressed all yhe time. Id do anything to NOT BE LIKE THAT FOR A DAY AGAIN

 

[Deleted member 17611]

Im not focused on my looks right now. I have a neurological health problem that has ended my life. And it keeps getting worse but its over already. Idk what to do, i can only cope with the fact that im finished maybe with hard drugs. THIS IS SO TERRIFYING I WANT TO PUKE. I feel so fucking sick and depressed all yhe time. Id do anything to NOT BE LIKE THAT FOR A DAY AGAIN

What neurological problem? I finished med school.

 

[aBetterMii]

Im not focused on my looks right now. I have a neurological health problem that has ended my life. And it keeps getting worse but its over already. Idk what to do, i can only cope with the fact that im finished maybe with hard drugs. THIS IS SO TERRIFYING I WANT TO PUKE. I feel so fucking sick and depressed all yhe time. Id do anything to NOT BE LIKE THAT FOR A DAY AGAIN

You are not beyond saving

 

[Deleted member 15069]

Just join the army
Greatest decision you'll ever make

 

[wollet2]

You are not beyond saving

When i yhink about my situation and how things could be if i was healthy and i didnt fuck up i want to cry. I was also late to receive treatment which completely fucked me beyond repair now. My head is going to burst