Vermilioncore
ugly inside and out
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It’s a soothing cope I have. I like to fantasize about having a large red button that makes me completely disappear forever. It’s basically a suicide button but I don’t die, I just cease to exist. I vanish and every memory and image of me disappears as well as if I never existed. That’s so soothing to think about.
if such a thing existed, I would press it without much hesitation. I would kill myself but there would be no pain or body or soul or anything. It would just make me vanish like I am a digital being that simply became unplugged. Every memory of me in peoples heads will be gone too. It would be like I never existed. Once you exist, you always exist. You are forever immortalized in the minds of people who knew you and you cannot change their perception of you no matter how uncomfortable it is.
but if I had this button, everything will be solved and nothing will have ever happened
if such a thing existed, I would press it without much hesitation. I would kill myself but there would be no pain or body or soul or anything. It would just make me vanish like I am a digital being that simply became unplugged. Every memory of me in peoples heads will be gone too. It would be like I never existed. Once you exist, you always exist. You are forever immortalized in the minds of people who knew you and you cannot change their perception of you no matter how uncomfortable it is.
but if I had this button, everything will be solved and nothing will have ever happened
