Do you think the blackpill and this forum had impact on your brain development and personality?

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This is mostly for teencels and young adults (16-25), how did your personality change after you got immersed in psl culture and the blackpill? Did you think of this forum as toxic before knowing anything about the culture?
I noticed how many people who are still very alien to spheres like this place would asume that many users here are incredibly evil and toxic while that's only their forum persona
 
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before the blackpill, I was a <5/10 ethnic

after the blackpill, I am still a <5/10 ethnic
 
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i hated women before the blackpill this site is just hatefuel for me
 
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of course it had impact
it made me realize theres no point in being good with people when you are incel, because they look at you and instantly think "this dude is a bad person" because of your looks, when you try to do something good for them they get enraged that a subhuman is caring for them, they would rather be helpless than a slightly uglier dude lending them a hand
 
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This site lowers my iq
 
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i am now more low inhib and dont give a fuck about anything
thats mostly due to the fact theres nothing more to lose
ive accepted my fate
 
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i am now more low inhib and dont give a fuck about anything
thats mostly due to the fact theres nothing more to lose
ive accepted my fate
Imagine discovering this shit at 14, beyond wierd tbh, as an 19yo when I think of the time I was 14 my life is completely different, I was not even in highschool yet but now I'm starting second year university. Absolutely crazy how we share the same forum
 
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it ruined me because im weak
 
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Imagine discovering this shit at 14, beyond wierd tbh, as an 19yo when I think of the time I was 14 my life is completely different, I was not even in highschool yet but now I'm starting second year university. Absolutely crazy how we share the same forum
yeah i know right
my neuro transmiters are permanently fucked
most of my friends rn are going out,having fun and shit meanwhile im here rotting doing research to find a surgeon that is willing to preform lefort 3 for cosmetic reasons
im already worrying about hairloss and aging
i dont think i can ever have fun
fuck thus gay earth
 
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I became more low inhib

The blackpill changed me for the better.
 
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This site is fucking hell, I’m rotting all the day
 
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No changes, i already experienced tge black pill when I was 8 year old kid
 
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I hate myself even more for being subhuman.
 
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I don't really hang out with people anymore. The blackpill didn't really change my personality in social circles anyway.
 
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Nothing really much.
 
My life is filled with a lot less confusiion. Ofc I probably shouldn’t be rotting for too long, but everything makes sense now, why I was rejected treated a certain way why people treated me vastly different after my looks changed etc.
 
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Changed my life for the better quite a bit (knew how to looksmax and what my flaws are, when to be wary of people, became better at reading how will social situations play between people, etc), in exchange of being somewhat more overall bitter at the world.

Irl personality is mostly the same.
 
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My life is filled with a lot less confusiion.

Exactly. My reason to be blackpilled was a change in looks (before my looksmax, I had first a "mature" change in which my overall skull grew wider and made my features look less oversized), of which I wasnt aware as I didnt care much about looks. Life became overall magically better, to a point of starting to ask myself why, one day I stumbled upon an album of old pics of me as a kid (cute kid), me as a teen (ugly because of ankward mid-developtment) and then looked at me as adult, something "clicked" when I realized childhood was great, teen/early 20's was trash and mid/late 20's suddenly got better. This was sort of an epiphany that explained A LOT of things that happened in my life overall and I started researching on physical appearance. And long story short from then, I ended here.
 
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@Zyros same

Young me would have benefited from this forum btw
 
@Zyros same

Young me would have benefited from this forum btw
I dunno. Young more impressionable me could actually have ended worse, because most of my improvement was heavily dependant on mid-late 20's very late stage development which mean zero to all harmony wise. So theres no way I could have improved anything or capitalized on the blackpill beforehand. It was better to be blackpilled later for me.
 
No, I was already fucked up and retarded
 
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Made me a pessimistic cunt ngl
 
This is mostly for teencels and young adults (16-25), how did your personality change after you got immersed in psl culture and the blackpill? Did you think of this forum as toxic before knowing anything about the culture?
I noticed how many people who are still very alien to spheres like this place would asume that many users here are incredibly evil and toxic while that's only their forum persona

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I already intuitively understood most stuff here but I found it a weak time in my life and it shattered all the copes I had. I have no interests anymore and I simply can’t cope
 
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It didnt change me at all and I dont think it changed anyone really. Coming here is more of a result of understanding things like blackpill and/or wanting to looksmax than a cause of those things. I understood how things worked before I ever heard the term incel or lookism or blackpill, but having a place like this where I can easily talk about and find evidence is very good.

I mostly realized these things from when I left high school around 16/17 years old until I was 20. Working at a bar and going to college really helped to shove the facts of lookism in my face and it is miraculous how normies are so blind to it. I actually found this forum from big news outlets demonizing the term incel and shooters like elliot rodger
 
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This is me now
 
yes in several ways... when in public, i analyze every face i see and judge their forward growth, coloring, and ratios. when i see a chad, i watch girls body language and compare it to their reactions to a subhuman incel. not pretty
 
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It made me wonder if leaving my gf for a trip in landwhaland was rly that good of an idea.
 

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