RAITEIII
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Had I had some looks left I wouldn't struggle with the thought of us going out and that there could be Chads that mog me, and that maybe she wishes those Chads were me...
I'm not saying I have to be this ultimate high end PSL guy, it's just that there's a minimum I need to have.
Sometimes I notice how she stares at my face and throws a pillow at me while smiling. I don't want that to change. I want to be someone to be proud of...
She is pissed off with me because "I'm a time waster", out of the last 10 dates, I've only accepted two and the only thing in which my decision was based on was the way I looked that day.
I don't look like before, at all. Most of the time I'm subhuman tbh, but if I fraud I can still manage to look decent. There're just so many things that have to be on point: gaining weight, water intake, skincare routine, sleep.
Everything has to be on point if I don't want my face fluctuating and again, look decent.
It's the first time I'm dating, never did it before because I'm aware of "my condition" lol whatever that means but didn't want to miss out things waiting to fix things that may just never be fixed ...
It's not that I'm crazy, it's that I'm realistic. I can't show up looking bad and give a poor impression, at least the times we've been together were good and that's why they're looking after me despite me giving poor, lame, ridiculous excuses that makes it look like I have no interest whatsoeva.
I need to do so many things to like my looks again, yes I believe I can do them, with time and money, still doesn't change what I'm living today. Not even sure I have enough IQ tbh.
HGH save my life, and my skin in the process.
I'm not saying I have to be this ultimate high end PSL guy, it's just that there's a minimum I need to have.
Sometimes I notice how she stares at my face and throws a pillow at me while smiling. I don't want that to change. I want to be someone to be proud of...
She is pissed off with me because "I'm a time waster", out of the last 10 dates, I've only accepted two and the only thing in which my decision was based on was the way I looked that day.
I don't look like before, at all. Most of the time I'm subhuman tbh, but if I fraud I can still manage to look decent. There're just so many things that have to be on point: gaining weight, water intake, skincare routine, sleep.
Everything has to be on point if I don't want my face fluctuating and again, look decent.
It's the first time I'm dating, never did it before because I'm aware of "my condition" lol whatever that means but didn't want to miss out things waiting to fix things that may just never be fixed ...
It's not that I'm crazy, it's that I'm realistic. I can't show up looking bad and give a poor impression, at least the times we've been together were good and that's why they're looking after me despite me giving poor, lame, ridiculous excuses that makes it look like I have no interest whatsoeva.
I need to do so many things to like my looks again, yes I believe I can do them, with time and money, still doesn't change what I'm living today. Not even sure I have enough IQ tbh.
HGH save my life, and my skin in the process.
