END OF SUMMER: a return to reality

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I have got one day of summer left; then the weekend; then an hour in school of COVID testing, then I'm in year 11: GCSE exams.
coming to this forum a few months ago has affirmed and enlightened me of a lot of things, many perspectives.
Life is cyclical, but this time is different, the exams are a big deal (even tho I could cruise w no revision and still get 9s/90%+ in all the Liberal Arts/Humanities :ROFLMAO:)
too bad asian parents want you to stem and wageslave maxx which isnt an essay, instead wack waffling and reasoning that you don't have to revise for

sighhh
prob not gonna socialmaxx this year, take it chill
idk why my cortisol levels are so high, when I'm not on Ashwagandha I'm dying on the inside

i'm surprised how quickly the summer went
I still have like 200 threads to read on this forum for lifemaxxing, so there it is
tryna read through them all, but rotting isn't something you can stop in one day

reality is strange. this forum, although reflective of much of reality, is not subtle in the way the blackpill affects the world irl.
i've spent a couple hrs this summer on lolcow :forcedsmile:; too bad I'm not American so no clique maxxing

oneitis? idc much about her, feelings have waned but y'know the shit I did w her I will never forget
most of my threads have been oneitis tales, hilarious in hindsight

I wonder how regular interaction in a streamlined social environment will go after having felt like I've lost touch w reality

I wonder how life would be and things would've changed if someone else's personality was in my body man, considering what I've read of some users here talking about their own life situations.

there's no looking back, only walking forward
unfortunately life is cyclical, and its infinitely arduous, yet a small push that leads to change
truly, I am blessed to be in an environment like this, the West (although cucked) has a lot of personal freedoms, the ability to obtain so much, yet so few do use the tools had at disposal (eg. Internet) to acquire and assimilate knowledge for ascension.

am I waffling? probably
but it is what it is

ops?:ogre:
 
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going into y11

you are a young cuck wow
 
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white boy summer is almost over :cry:
 
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going into y11

you are a young cuck wow
I don't feel young man ahahaha, the last few years of freedom til wageslave hits like a truck (and I get isekaied by Potassium Cyanide)
 
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I have got one day of summer left; then the weekend; then an hour in school of COVID testing, then I'm in year 11: GCSE exams.
coming to this forum a few months ago has affirmed and enlightened me of a lot of things, many perspectives.
Life is cyclical, but this time is different, the exams are a big deal (even tho I could cruise w no revision and still get 9s/90%+ in all the Liberal Arts/Humanities :ROFLMAO:)
too bad asian parents want you to stem and wageslave maxx which isnt an essay, instead wack waffling and reasoning that you don't have to revise for

sighhh
prob not gonna socialmaxx this year, take it chill
idk why my cortisol levels are so high, when I'm not on Ashwagandha I'm dying on the inside

i'm surprised how quickly the summer went
I still have like 200 threads to read on this forum for lifemaxxing, so there it is
tryna read through them all, but rotting isn't something you can stop in one day

reality is strange. this forum, although reflective of much of reality, is not subtle in the way the blackpill affects the world irl.
i've spent a couple hrs this summer on lolcow :forcedsmile:; too bad I'm not American so no clique maxxing

oneitis? idc much about her, feelings have waned but y'know the shit I did w her I will never forget
most of my threads have been oneitis tales, hilarious in hindsight

I wonder how regular interaction in a streamlined social environment will go after having felt like I've lost touch w reality

I wonder how life would be and things would've changed if someone else's personality was in my body man, considering what I've read of some users here talking about their own life situations.

there's no looking back, only walking forward
unfortunately life is cyclical, and its infinitely arduous, yet a small push that leads to change
truly, I am blessed to be in an environment like this, the West (although cucked) has a lot of personal freedoms, the ability to obtain so much, yet so few do use the tools had at disposal (eg. Internet) to acquire and assimilate knowledge for ascension.

am I waffling? probably
but it is what it is

ops?:ogre:
u didnt leave the house all summer did u
 
u didnt leave the house all summer did u
surprisingly accurate
i actually did a couple times :ROFLMAO: legit had to get dragged out by my mate one time tho
the days I rotted would be followed by days of rot; the days I socialmaxxed were followed by days of NTmaxxing
ill admit second half of the summer I barely went out
 
surprisingly accurate
i actually did a couple times :ROFLMAO: legit had to get dragged out by my mate one time tho
the days I rotted would be followed by days of rot; the days I socialmaxxed were followed by days of NTmaxxing
ill admit second half of the summer I barely went out
ur lucky for gcses
 
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I miss year 11.
Ditching school, selling lucozades, smoking weed and drinking for the first time and playing call of duty with my bros on Xbox 360 :feelsbadman::feelscry:
(Just turned 20)
 
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Fuck in some months it’ll be -15 to -25 degrees C* again :fuk:
 
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Cannot relate I’m an old fuck
 
holyyyyy
went outside and hung out w fellow asians for once
chill cause mog them all:ogre:
i should this more often, dopamine fuel
 
oneitis texts me
'are you excited to see me' :ROFLMAO::ROFLMAO::ROFLMAO:

she would legit complain about me being apathetic b4 (prob cause ashwagandha maxxing)
tbh
i might nootropic maxx one day
whenever she messages me I get a heart attack lmaoooo
idkkk
brain and heart are so diff
brain= idc; heart= subconscious mannn
 
Stop whining like a little girl and just do it! Live it. Embrace it. But most of all, take care of yourself. Everything else will fall into place. But never blame people of your range or lower. And there will be times you're gonna wanna flip out! But understand the consequences. Now if what I just said makes no fucking sense to you. It's over.
 
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I have got one day of summer left; then the weekend; then an hour in school of COVID testing, then I'm in year 11: GCSE exams.
coming to this forum a few months ago has affirmed and enlightened me of a lot of things, many perspectives.
Life is cyclical, but this time is different, the exams are a big deal (even tho I could cruise w no revision and still get 9s/90%+ in all the Liberal Arts/Humanities :ROFLMAO:)
too bad asian parents want you to stem and wageslave maxx which isnt an essay, instead wack waffling and reasoning that you don't have to revise for

sighhh
prob not gonna socialmaxx this year, take it chill
idk why my cortisol levels are so high, when I'm not on Ashwagandha I'm dying on the inside

i'm surprised how quickly the summer went
I still have like 200 threads to read on this forum for lifemaxxing, so there it is
tryna read through them all, but rotting isn't something you can stop in one day

reality is strange. this forum, although reflective of much of reality, is not subtle in the way the blackpill affects the world irl.
i've spent a couple hrs this summer on lolcow :forcedsmile:; too bad I'm not American so no clique maxxing

oneitis? idc much about her, feelings have waned but y'know the shit I did w her I will never forget
most of my threads have been oneitis tales, hilarious in hindsight

I wonder how regular interaction in a streamlined social environment will go after having felt like I've lost touch w reality

I wonder how life would be and things would've changed if someone else's personality was in my body man, considering what I've read of some users here talking about their own life situations.

there's no looking back, only walking forward
unfortunately life is cyclical, and its infinitely arduous, yet a small push that leads to change
truly, I am blessed to be in an environment like this, the West (although cucked) has a lot of personal freedoms, the ability to obtain so much, yet so few do use the tools had at disposal (eg. Internet) to acquire and assimilate knowledge for ascension.

am I waffling? probably
but it is what it is

ops?:ogre:
Fr this summer went so fast. Dont listen to anyone who says u need to revise bare for gcses, I slept in all of my lessons and didn't revise and came out with 7s and 6s with one night of revision day before exam. I didnt give a fuck because I still got into my desired 6th form. Dont bother with friends either, wait until 6th form tbh. Keep looksmaxxing and get into a sport as well, dont stress about school either just dont fall behind
 
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didnt want to make a seperate post, don't read if you dont want to, just my observations after going school for 2 days

1st day of school= not much, heightmogging a few tho, like 30 people out of 210 in our year are nearing 6 or above
5 are taller than me/as tall

my junior is now 5'11 and just turned 13; he was 5'6 last time i saw him
other kids just didnt grow other than him

one kid in the year below me is 6'5 :forcedsmile:, a lot of them are 6'0+

high pedigree school for you

oneitis send me a message, i showed one of my slayer friends (he was telling me today how he skipped crawling and started walking)

he was saying 'shes being entitled and thinks shes perfect, trying to fix other people's lives'

'why so cold

u were meant to change

and grow

but i think ur stuck

theres no receptiveness in u

maybe u cba bc first day

but next week

step it up

i was thinking abt u calling me naive

and like

i see what u meant

but i think ive learned lots

i dont think its what u meant'

i called her naive like 5 months ago, living in their rent free:forcedsmile:❤️


yeah idc, shes befriending some 5'3 manlet in the group that orbits me cause she knows i dont like him

slayer brought me to the gym w him
20% i saw were roided there, went at the busiest time

might go there once I turn 16 (only give membership if you're 16, but he brought me as his guest and everyone lies bout their age, but I aint got credit card)
 

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