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I have got one day of summer left; then the weekend; then an hour in school of COVID testing, then I'm in year 11: GCSE exams.
coming to this forum a few months ago has affirmed and enlightened me of a lot of things, many perspectives.
Life is cyclical, but this time is different, the exams are a big deal (even tho I could cruise w no revision and still get 9s/90%+ in all the Liberal Arts/Humanities )
too bad asian parents want you to stem and wageslave maxx which isnt an essay, instead wack waffling and reasoning that you don't have to revise for
sighhh
prob not gonna socialmaxx this year, take it chill
idk why my cortisol levels are so high, when I'm not on Ashwagandha I'm dying on the inside
i'm surprised how quickly the summer went
I still have like 200 threads to read on this forum for lifemaxxing, so there it is
tryna read through them all, but rotting isn't something you can stop in one day
reality is strange. this forum, although reflective of much of reality, is not subtle in the way the blackpill affects the world irl.
i've spent a couple hrs this summer on lolcow ; too bad I'm not American so no clique maxxing
oneitis? idc much about her, feelings have waned but y'know the shit I did w her I will never forget
most of my threads have been oneitis tales, hilarious in hindsight
I wonder how regular interaction in a streamlined social environment will go after having felt like I've lost touch w reality
I wonder how life would be and things would've changed if someone else's personality was in my body man, considering what I've read of some users here talking about their own life situations.
there's no looking back, only walking forward
unfortunately life is cyclical, and its infinitely arduous, yet a small push that leads to change
truly, I am blessed to be in an environment like this, the West (although cucked) has a lot of personal freedoms, the ability to obtain so much, yet so few do use the tools had at disposal (eg. Internet) to acquire and assimilate knowledge for ascension.
am I waffling? probably
but it is what it is
ops?
coming to this forum a few months ago has affirmed and enlightened me of a lot of things, many perspectives.
Life is cyclical, but this time is different, the exams are a big deal (even tho I could cruise w no revision and still get 9s/90%+ in all the Liberal Arts/Humanities )
too bad asian parents want you to stem and wageslave maxx which isnt an essay, instead wack waffling and reasoning that you don't have to revise for
sighhh
prob not gonna socialmaxx this year, take it chill
idk why my cortisol levels are so high, when I'm not on Ashwagandha I'm dying on the inside
i'm surprised how quickly the summer went
I still have like 200 threads to read on this forum for lifemaxxing, so there it is
tryna read through them all, but rotting isn't something you can stop in one day
reality is strange. this forum, although reflective of much of reality, is not subtle in the way the blackpill affects the world irl.
i've spent a couple hrs this summer on lolcow ; too bad I'm not American so no clique maxxing
oneitis? idc much about her, feelings have waned but y'know the shit I did w her I will never forget
most of my threads have been oneitis tales, hilarious in hindsight
I wonder how regular interaction in a streamlined social environment will go after having felt like I've lost touch w reality
I wonder how life would be and things would've changed if someone else's personality was in my body man, considering what I've read of some users here talking about their own life situations.
there's no looking back, only walking forward
unfortunately life is cyclical, and its infinitely arduous, yet a small push that leads to change
truly, I am blessed to be in an environment like this, the West (although cucked) has a lot of personal freedoms, the ability to obtain so much, yet so few do use the tools had at disposal (eg. Internet) to acquire and assimilate knowledge for ascension.
am I waffling? probably
but it is what it is
ops?