Even if I eat at maintenance, I still feel like I'm starving

[IHATEINDIANS]

I went from ~280lbs to about 193 since April 10 to now via starvemaxxing and spamming lifts. I stopped actively losing a couple months ago maybe but it still feels like I'm constantly restricting myself even though I'm eating way more than I was . I have to force myself or else I binge like crazy

Anyone know if I will get used to it eventually or do I have to keep doing this forever to not be a fat ass again?

 

[Incelforeever]

280 pounds is my goal, starting at 135 pounds i decided im gonna eatmaxx and store my body with a lot of nutrients for tuff times