Ever since 2015 I been depressed

[Deleted member 30411]

Title lots of bad shit happen ever since e.g: childhood abuse,trauma,ptsd all type of shit that I’m tired to review just ventin

I’m nothing just a speck of dust on this hell

Depression always comes back to collect tired of masking it just gota embrace ordering thc drops and kratom

Spoiler: Users

@Eriot Lodger @Abhorrence @5.5psl

 

[IceBreaker0]

How about you start making things right then you dumbass.
Since 2015 and youre still on here venting
You probably live in a first world country and cant do anything right cause you are of no use to no one and a slave to your fragile mind that cant find a solution and execute it

 

[Deleted member 25059]

How about you start making things right then you dumbass.
Since 2015 and youre still on here venting
You probably live in a first world country and cant do anything right cause you are of no use to no one and a slave to your fragile mind that cant find a solution and execute it

JoinedMar 28, 2022

 

[Deleted member 30411]

right then you dumbass.

U don’t me typical gaslight and insulting when u don’t know what choices I made and the efforts I put yet again

it’s always my fault just like when my moms husband told me I’m a loser forever and abused tf out me for 18 years straight

 

[Deleted member 30411]

I’m never enough to people and will never be enough everything I do it’s always criticised I cant even help myself every day and night im depressed and cry

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Opiates are my only confide

 

[IceBreaker0]

U don’t me typical gaslight and insulting when u don’t know what choices I made and the efforts I put yet again

it’s always my fault just like when my moms husband told me I’m a loser forever and abused tf out me for 18 years straight

Keep making excuses
OH HE CALLED ME A LOSER FOREVER
18 Years straight are you a little bitch?
you just dont understand the possibilities this world has to offer instead you cling on to your dad or stepdad or whatever who is a loser himself

How old are you mid 20s?
Get a fucking grip you little prick.
You are a result of your choices and your choices alone,theres too many possibilities to blame your stupid parents.

You should know the rules of life and play accordingly,but you dont.

 

[IceBreaker0]

I’m never enough to people and will never be enough everything I do it’s always criticised I cant even help myself every day and night im depressed and cry

Tell me your height right now

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Keep making excuses
OH HE CALLED ME A LOSER FOREVER
18 Years straight are you a little bitch?
you just dont understand the possibilities this world has to offer instead you cling on to your dad or stepdad or whatever who is a loser himself

How old are you mid 20s?
Get a fucking grip you little prick.
You are a result of your choices and your choices alone,theres too many possibilities to blame your stupid parents.

You should know the rules of life and play accordingly,but you dont.

Thx just needed this I love when I’m told I’m not enough so much I wait for the next pain and suffering I’m addicted to misery because it’s where I belong ill never taste a peace for a second in my life

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Tell me your height right now

I wana know What gave u the idea to question my height

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Tell me your height right now

170cm aka 5’7 pls I don’t even wana talk about height another door of hell and trauma I don’t wana open

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Keep making excuses
OH HE CALLED ME A LOSER FOREVER
18 Years straight are you a little bitch?
you just dont understand the possibilities this world has to offer instead you cling on to your dad or stepdad or whatever who is a loser himself

How old are you mid 20s?
Get a fucking grip you little prick.
You are a result of your choices and your choices alone,theres too many possibilities to blame your stupid parents.

You should know the rules of life and play accordingly,but you dont.

Andrew Tate fan boy^

 

[IceBreaker0]

170cm aka 5’7 pls I don’t even wana talk about height another door of hell and trauma I don’t wana open

Life on ultimate veteran difficulty
i wont tell you what to do,because i would hope your smart enough yourself to assess the situation you are in.
but heres a hint to make the best of your miserable cards.

Get money get money
Get money
Get money
Get a job
Workout
Workout
Mental health
Mental health

Wow wasnt that just easy?
Actually How old are you btw and where do you live

 

[IceBreaker0]

Andrew Tate fan boy^

Damn man you’re perceptive

I dont like Andrew tate,i am just being myself

 

[Deleted member 30411]

How old are you mid 20s?
Get a fucking grip you little prick.
You are a result of your choices and your choices alone,theres too many possibilities to blame your stupid parents.

You should know the rules of life and play accordingly,but you dont.

I’m 18 my who I love brother got arrested my best friend that I confided died everyone I love is either in dead or in jail your right everything that comes to my way is my actions pain and misery is my home

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Life on ultimate veteran difficulty

even tho my mom and grandma tell me I’m a Manlet I barely care cuz it’s the least of my problems

childhood abuse mentally physically and emotionally and humiliation haunts me daily

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Get money get money
Get money
Get money

If I had money rn I wouldn’t be depressed and would’ve grown taller but since I’m broke and broke and never had a dad I’m short

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Life on ultimate veteran difficulty
i wont tell you what to do,because i would hope your smart enough yourself to assess the situation you are in.
but heres a hint to make the best of your miserable cards.

Get money get money
Get money
Get money
Get a job
Workout
Workout
Mental health
Mental health

Wow wasnt that just easy?
Actually How old are you btw and where do you live

Life didn’t give me shit but took everything I couldn’t care less if I died while I test this I have nothing to lose but everything to gain

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Saddest thing is in real life I put a fake smile u wouldn’t think I’m the one who venting how I “Really” I feel is this way

 

[Deleted member 30411]

How old are you btw and where do you live

18 uk

 

[Deleted member 32410]

Andrew Tate fan boy^

Hahahhaba

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Saddest thing is in real life I put a fake smile u wouldn’t think I’m the one who venting how I “Really” I feel is this way

Height is not ur issue , plenty of 5 7 slayers

 

[Deleted member 30411]

If I had money I would br happiest man alive but I’ll never be rich but a broke sad boy I’m destined by Allah

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Height is not ur issue , plenty of 5 7 slayers

even tho my mom and grandma tell me I’m a Manlet I barely care cuz it’s the least of my problems

childhood abuse mentally physically and emotionally and humiliation haunts me daily

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Bully victim ?

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Truth is 100% of my chronic depression comes from my narcissistic psychopath “dad” I hate him so much I don’t want death on him

I want him to suffer death is to easy for him I want pain on him just like ur did to me

I wana peel his skin burn him stab him a thousand times and break every limbs of him make him deformed and make him burn in hell for eternity

he single Handedly turned me from innocent boy to numb depressed sad boy imagine hitting a 10 year old innocent child with a shower handle while showering him

Word can’t expressed how much I hate I love Satan more than him that nigger is the most evil covert narcissist person who abused me daily every second of my life for 18 years straight from the womb

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Bully victim ?

Truth is 100% of my chronic depression comes from my narcissistic psychopath “dad” I hate him so much I don’t want death on him

I want him to suffer death is to easy for him I want pain on him just like ur did to me

I wana peel his skin burn him stab him a thousand times and break every limbs of him make him deformed and make him burn in hell for eternity

he single Handedly turned me from innocent boy to numb depressed sad boy imagine hitting a 10 year old innocent child with a shower handle while showering him

Word can’t expressed how much I hate I love Satan more than him that nigger is the most evil covert narcissist person who abused me daily every second of my life for 18 years straight from the womb

 

[Deleted member 42009]

Your problem is your attitude, get a shower, and start grinding and hustling like Meeks.

 

[Deleted member 30411]

And worst thing nobody cares people say he had the right because he is a father fuck this world I wish Allah to end my life daily but many times he saved me from dying

I guess i meant to suffer in this Hell death Is a blessing if I die

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Your problem is your attitude, get a shower, and start grinding and hustling like Meeks.

To win in this life u have to a heart of a devil with a skin of a human I guess I’m to of a nice guy so I get abused daily and taken advantage because I’m nice to everyone

 

[Deleted member 30411]

If I had money I would actually pay someone to put a bullet on my head thats what I’m feeling rn and everyday im tried of putting fake smile to everyone and engaging in convos when I’m just a sad little boy

 

[Deleted member 30411]

no matters how much I jerk off to the hottest porn I always come back to this feeling

 

[IceBreaker0]

And worst thing nobody cares people say he had the right because he is a father fuck this world I wish Allah to end my life daily but many times he saved me from dying

I guess i meant to suffer in this Hell death Is a blessing if I die

You are religious and prob ethnic…
Chances of you making it out of your miserable situation are very low.

 

[Boxingfan]

I was 18 in 2015

 

[Deleted member 30411]

You are religious and prob ethnic…
Chances of you making it out of your miserable situation are very low.

Always been relations Muslim never miserable single prayer unless I prayed but I don’t consider that religious in still prone to sinning

I’m not perfect in her to pay for my sins simple no need to complain depression and sadness is normality for me so I don’t complain just venting

 

[Deleted member 30411]

I was 18 in 2015

I was 10 and that was the last time I genuinely was happy and smiled ever since 2015 life straight anal fucked me with 20 inch BBC

 

[IceBreaker0]

Always been relations Muslim never miserable single prayer unless I prayed but I don’t consider that religious in still prone to sinning

I’m not perfect in her to pay for my sins simple no need to complain depression and sadness is normality for me so I don’t complain just venting

You dont get what i am saying.

You being religious shows a higher chance of a lower iq

You being ethnic amplifies that even more

Theres a very high chance you are just not that bright.Thats the problem.
Not the fact that you pray

 

[Deleted member 30411]

You being religious shows a higher chance of a lower iq

No bro just scared of hell rafter suffering Earth my entire life can’t go through with the idea of Hell again after I die

 

[Deleted member 30411]

ethnic

Is Somali ethnic to u?

 

[IceBreaker0]

Is Somali ethnic to u?

uhm yes of course?

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Theres a very high chance you are just not that bright.Thats the problem.

I don’t care what y think bro just venting I’m waiting for my Kratom and weed order when I’m high I’m feeling free like I’m with a blonde Nordic gigastacy gives me same feelings ima OD when I’m 21

 

[Deleted member 30411]

uhm yes of course?

Exactly ur just a white middle class kid who had a father fuck u hope ur homeless drug addict then make reply to me until then u don’t understand shit hope u suffer a single percent of how I feel to understand where I’m coming frkm

 

[IceBreaker0]

Exactly ur just a white middle class kid who had a father fuck u hope ur homeless drug addict then make reply to me until then u don’t understand shit hope u suffer a single percent of how I feel to understand where I’m coming frkm

Jfl i am ethnic myself living in Germany.

I was homeless at 15 after i got bullied at home and at school and ran away
Skipping school for months
Bullied for heavy acne and overweight
Ran away from home on my own after my father was violent to me and my mother

And now i am 21 with my own apartment.Money.
Expensive clothes that make me look rich
And dating white girls left and right.
And i am about to go to university.

So how am i different from you

difference is I am not religious, and i am 6 ft 2 and i am a smartass so thats what it takes

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Germanistan

mogs me still fuck lvining in shit uk cloudy 99 % just a depressed state u would sucide if u lived here any second

 

[Deleted member 30411]

6 ft 2

fake cell hope Allah makes u go through pain till ur death bed then u he gives u time to reply back to me about how ur trash u life is thats my only dream honestly

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Jfl i am ethnic myself living in Germany.

I was homeless at 15 after i got bullied at home and at school and ran away
Skipping school for months
Bullied for heavy acne and overweight
Ran away from home on my own after my father was violent to me and my mother

And now i am 21 with my own apartment.Money.
Expensive clothes that make me look rich
And dating white girls left and right.
And i am about to go to university.

So how am i different from you

difference is I am not religious, and i am 6 ft 2 and i am a smartass so thats what it takes

A smooth sea never made a skilled sailor. Boom!

 

[Deleted member 30411]

now i am 21 with my own apartment.Money.
Expensive clothes that make me look rich
And dating white girls left and right.
And i am about to go to university.

So how am i different from you

Lol dating white girls is everything what do u mean how am I diff from u