foid keeps playing with my feelings

[tr1fle]

I have this girl in my life, she was my best friend and would tell me that I’m her best friend. She has a lot of people in her life and would have a crush on basically every single one of them, girl, guy, didn’t fucking matter as long as they were good-looking.
She would always tell me about her crushes, and hearing about them bothered me to a degree but I was getting to hear about her life so I didn’t mind that much. cuck behavior. We were always together and we would always have a lot of fun, but then I told her I liked her. Things between us become really rough, but we eventually got over it.

After that happened and we become close again, she would come over to my house pretty often, about every 1-2 weeks. I would take her out places with my family, and we’d go everywhere together. I’m really so confused. She would always be with me more than anybody else.
Recently, she stopped talking to me because she was worried I was ‘getting the wrong idea.’ We’re in another rough spot now, but we are somewhat talking about it and working it out.
how in the world am I not supposed to ‘get the wrong idea’ when she’s always with me, telling me things she doesn’t tell anybody else, and lying in my bed with me? I just fucking know if I was a little taller and I wasn’t such a blob of a human being I’d have a better chance. I’m not an attractive guy in any sense. I’m not even average, I’m fucking subhuman. All these people she’s liked are so far above me in every way and it’s not fair that they have the privilege of her having liked them because they never understood her like I understood her
She’s the cutest girl ever with the sweetest personality and she really means so much to me, but I think I should just give up because this is never going to be a thing. thought about ropemaxxing and blaming her for it in a note to make her feel something for me, but I don’t know if she’d even care. Im almost positive her hanging out with me is just her enjoying the attention of someone who’d die for her. this is ruining my life and I know if I wasn’t such a fucking monster to look at she might feel the same way I feel about her

 

[true__moid]

show what you look liek or you like bbc

 

[tit]

I have this girl in my life, she was my best friend and would tell me that I’m her best friend. She has a lot of people in her life and would have a crush on basically every single one of them, girl, guy, didn’t fucking matter as long as they were good-looking.
She would always tell me about her crushes, and hearing about them bothered me to a degree but I was getting to hear about her life so I didn’t mind that much. cuck behavior. We were always together and we would always have a lot of fun, but then I told her I liked her. Things between us become really rough, but we eventually got over it.

After that happened and we become close again, she would come over to my house pretty often, about every 1-2 weeks. I would take her out places with my family, and we’d go everywhere together. I’m really so confused. She would always be with me more than anybody else.
Recently, she stopped talking to me because she was worried I was ‘getting the wrong idea.’ We’re in another rough spot now, but we are somewhat talking about it and working it out.
how in the world am I not supposed to ‘get the wrong idea’ when she’s always with me, telling me things she doesn’t tell anybody else, and lying in my bed with me? I just fucking know if I was a little taller and I wasn’t such a blob of a human being I’d have a better chance. I’m not an attractive guy in any sense. I’m not even average, I’m fucking subhuman. All these people she’s liked are so far above me in every way and it’s not fair that they have the privilege of her having liked them because they never understood her like I understood her
She’s the cutest girl ever with the sweetest personality and she really means so much to me, but I think I should just give up because this is never going to be a thing. thought about ropemaxxing and blaming her for it in a note to make her feel something for me, but I don’t know if she’d even care. Im almost positive her hanging out with me is just her enjoying the attention of someone who’d die for her. this is ruining my life and I know if I wasn’t such a fucking monster to look at she might feel the same way I feel about her

 

[XIX]

never rope king, you can always dm me

 

[primal_shitmuncher]

that's genuinely brutal man

you should get out of this friendship before you break your heart even more.

It's gonna sting like a bitch in the short run but it'll be better for your mental health in the long run, trust me.

she sees you as 'gay best friend' or something similar, most likely.

i hope you get over her twin

 

[lmnopq]

I have this girl in my life, she was my best friend and would tell me that I’m her best friend. She has a lot of people in her life and would have a crush on basically every single one of them, girl, guy, didn’t fucking matter as long as they were good-looking.
She would always tell me about her crushes, and hearing about them bothered me to a degree but I was getting to hear about her life so I didn’t mind that much. cuck behavior. We were always together and we would always have a lot of fun, but then I told her I liked her. Things between us become really rough, but we eventually got over it.

After that happened and we become close again, she would come over to my house pretty often, about every 1-2 weeks. I would take her out places with my family, and we’d go everywhere together. I’m really so confused. She would always be with me more than anybody else.
Recently, she stopped talking to me because she was worried I was ‘getting the wrong idea.’ We’re in another rough spot now, but we are somewhat talking about it and working it out.
how in the world am I not supposed to ‘get the wrong idea’ when she’s always with me, telling me things she doesn’t tell anybody else, and lying in my bed with me? I just fucking know if I was a little taller and I wasn’t such a blob of a human being I’d have a better chance. I’m not an attractive guy in any sense. I’m not even average, I’m fucking subhuman. All these people she’s liked are so far above me in every way and it’s not fair that they have the privilege of her having liked them because they never understood her like I understood her
She’s the cutest girl ever with the sweetest personality and she really means so much to me, but I think I should just give up because this is never going to be a thing. thought about ropemaxxing and blaming her for it in a note to make her feel something for me, but I don’t know if she’d even care. Im almost positive her hanging out with me is just her enjoying the attention of someone who’d die for her. this is ruining my life and I know if I wasn’t such a fucking monster to look at she might feel the same way I feel about her

That’s a struggle bro but you really should get rid of her. She is clearly the main problem your mental health you are experiencing. You should try to forget out her for your own good and focus on self improvement. You got this bro

 

[iblamemyhabits]

ima keep it a buck this bitch sees you as her gay best friend and you will never date her unless you become a chad overnight

 

[tr1fle]

show what you look liek or you like bbc

damn bro ig i have no choice

 

[true__moid]

dont rope over a foid or your basically a faggot. you are probably right about the attention part, she gets to boost her ego with out having to commit, its selfish, even with no mal intent. the cutest sweetest girl doesnt give anyone a pass to treat your heart that way. however, she knows shes wrong. "the wrong idea' means she is trying to absolve herself of guilt, if she even admits romance she puts blame on you for confusioon instead of acknowleding her own mixed signals. u are just an option for her.

if shes worried ab "wrong ideas" control urself and give a platonic friendship, stop lying in bed, stop family outing and no more being the 24/7 emotional support. slowly distance

*push pull method* almost every girl knows this but still necessary, if u push away and she disappears, you have ur answer about what you mean to her.


lastly, no matter how ugly u are..... your value is never determined by whether or not some specific girl wants to date you.

 

[tr1fle]

never rope king, you can always dm me

thank u bro Ik she ain’t worth it but damn she’s always on my mind