For the first time I truly feel lost

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I truly feel lost.

Now that my girl left me, I no longer have a future. Also, she left me because of things I did. It was all my fault. She was so good to me in every way. In fact, she was too good. Not even in my wildest dreams could I have ever imagined a woman so loyal, amazing, loving, and head over heels for me.

And I ruined it all.

How am I supposed to live with myself now? Knowing that all my struggles are the results of my own choices?

I have no bed to sleep in
I have no job
I have no money
I have no car
I have no motivation
I have no friends
I have no future
I have no happiness
I have nothing whatsoever.

I would be happy if I suddenly died, but I hope there’s no hell or heaven in that case because I’m sure that I’ll be burning in hell. I’ll tell you one thing though, I gave it my all, and unfortunately my mind will always be fucked because all those years of lonliness and porn and inceldom ruined me forever.

If I burn in hell, maybe that’s a good thing. I just hope I don’t feel it…
 
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…nvm you have no car
 
do what you want to do, what do you have to lose?
 
It s because u had that bear photo before and you were mean and bad.
U regrer what you did?
 
Do you have a college degree?
 
I truly feel lost.

Now that my girl left me, I no longer have a future. Also, she left me because of things I did. It was all my fault. She was so good to me in every way. In fact, she was too good. Not even in my wildest dreams could I have ever imagined a woman so loyal, amazing, loving, and head over heels for me.

And I ruined it all.

How am I supposed to live with myself now? Knowing that all my struggles are the results of my own choices?

I have no bed to sleep in
I have no job
I have no money
I have no car
I have no motivation
I have no friends
I have no future
I have no happiness
I have nothing whatsoever.

I would be happy if I suddenly died, but I hope there’s no hell or heaven in that case because I’m sure that I’ll be burning in hell. I’ll tell you one thing though, I gave it my all, and unfortunately my mind will always be fucked because all those years of lonliness and porn and inceldom ruined me forever.

If I burn in hell, maybe that’s a good thing. I just hope I don’t feel it…
you're fucked if you are a NEET and have no fucking home
 
Sleep with me :owo:
 
since 2019 , mostly alone drills bcs people here don t know about wrestling:lul:
So you've never sparred? Then you don't know how to wrestle jfl, how are you going to be doing things like snapdowns or double unders without a partner?
 
I truly feel lost.

Now that my girl left me, I no longer have a future. Also, she left me because of things I did. It was all my fault. She was so good to me in every way. In fact, she was too good. Not even in my wildest dreams could I have ever imagined a woman so loyal, amazing, loving, and head over heels for me.

And I ruined it all.

How am I supposed to live with myself now? Knowing that all my struggles are the results of my own choices?

I have no bed to sleep in
I have no job
I have no money
I have no car
I have no motivation
I have no friends
I have no future
I have no happiness
I have nothing whatsoever.

I would be happy if I suddenly died, but I hope there’s no hell or heaven in that case because I’m sure that I’ll be burning in hell. I’ll tell you one thing though, I gave it my all, and unfortunately my mind will always be fucked because all those years of lonliness and porn and inceldom ruined me forever.

If I burn in hell, maybe that’s a good thing. I just hope I don’t feel it…
I felt like this too bro. My life was all high and happy while I was with a girl and when she left it felt like the only support beam of my life got kicked away and I felt friendless jobless and a loser overnight
 
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I felt like this too bro. My life was all high and happy while I was with a girl and when she left it felt like the only support beam of my life got kicked away and I felt friendless jobless and a loser overnight
 

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