Vermilioncore
ugly inside and out
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I truly feel lost.
Now that my girl left me, I no longer have a future. Also, she left me because of things I did. It was all my fault. She was so good to me in every way. In fact, she was too good. Not even in my wildest dreams could I have ever imagined a woman so loyal, amazing, loving, and head over heels for me.
And I ruined it all.
How am I supposed to live with myself now? Knowing that all my struggles are the results of my own choices?
I have no bed to sleep in
I have no job
I have no money
I have no car
I have no motivation
I have no friends
I have no future
I have no happiness
I have nothing whatsoever.
I would be happy if I suddenly died, but I hope there’s no hell or heaven in that case because I’m sure that I’ll be burning in hell. I’ll tell you one thing though, I gave it my all, and unfortunately my mind will always be fucked because all those years of lonliness and porn and inceldom ruined me forever.
If I burn in hell, maybe that’s a good thing. I just hope I don’t feel it…
Now that my girl left me, I no longer have a future. Also, she left me because of things I did. It was all my fault. She was so good to me in every way. In fact, she was too good. Not even in my wildest dreams could I have ever imagined a woman so loyal, amazing, loving, and head over heels for me.
And I ruined it all.
How am I supposed to live with myself now? Knowing that all my struggles are the results of my own choices?
I have no bed to sleep in
I have no job
I have no money
I have no car
I have no motivation
I have no friends
I have no future
I have no happiness
I have nothing whatsoever.
I would be happy if I suddenly died, but I hope there’s no hell or heaven in that case because I’m sure that I’ll be burning in hell. I’ll tell you one thing though, I gave it my all, and unfortunately my mind will always be fucked because all those years of lonliness and porn and inceldom ruined me forever.
If I burn in hell, maybe that’s a good thing. I just hope I don’t feel it…