Yeah. Since my Sophomore year of college 13-14 years ago. I hate it.
fuck thats brutal, sorry man
I've tried multiple overdoses over the years only to survive each of them and end up in the hospital. I stick around for my families sake but it's like how am I going to wait 20-30 years for them to go THEN I can go. Like, no. I love my family but my obligation to myself as a pain sufferer is me first. I'm thinking of my next attempt being jumping from this 70 ft bridge in the city.
Brutal bro brutal
Yeah bro. Overdoses are shit. During one instance I woke up from an OD and I thought I was paralyzed below the waist. Plus there's urinary retraction if you survive it and you have to deal with medical staff sticking a tube down your urethra.
Thanks bro. I hope so too. I don't have to wage slave so atleast there's that.
brutal shit .
Woa don't offend me like that
These racing thoughts that cause you to be paranoid about what you did, what people think or do, and just nonsensical things that aren't linked and barge their way into your mind. There is no telling how long it lasts and sometimes I've had insommia from these thoughts. They get so bad sometimes that my eyes roll to the back of my head. Worst part is I will be labelled the farthest thing from NT by normies and girls will always see it as a deal breaker 99 percent of the time. But I guess that is the least of my worries. I mean, they labeled me a loser even when I was mentally healthy somewhat.
Meds?
only way tbh
For a time I thought it was the Haldol I was on that caused it, but im on a lower dose now. It's not as bad as it used to be when I was on that plus Wellbutrin working at a gas station having breakdowns in-between scanning items at the checkout.
Maybe try and get your meds right before doing anything drastic you might regret later - or never again in this case.For a time I thought it was the Haldol I was on that caused it, but im on a lower dose now. It's not as bad as it used to be when I was on that plus Wellbutrin working at a gas station having breakdowns in-between scanning items at the checkout.
Yeah. I don't see the point of calling a suicidal hotline just to have some NPC give you crap advice.
Wellbutrin it's well known to worsen obsessive thoughts i'm surprised they prescribed to youFor a time I thought it was the Haldol I was on that caused it, but im on a lower dose now. It's not as bad as it used to be when I was on that plus Wellbutrin working at a gas station having breakdowns in-between scanning items at the checkout.
It doesn't get worse than waking up at 4:30 am for an 8 hour shift and you get bitched at by coworkers and customers for taking a seat when you feet are killing you all for 14.50 an hour.Woa don't offend me like that
ever try weed ?For a time I thought it was the Haldol I was on that caused it, but im on a lower dose now. It's not as bad as it used to be when I was on that plus Wellbutrin working at a gas station having breakdowns in-between scanning items at the checkout.
Nah brah, I'm not waking up that early lol and my job is not typical 9-5 at office
Yeah. But for some strange reason I don't ever get a high from it.
maybe you didnt inhale or they are selling you fake shi
I respond better to alcohol. Even so because I don't get hangovers. But I hate vomiting in the toilet. I'd drink if it fuck up my liver and the addiction aspect of it wasn't so horrible (getting the shakes while trying to quit). There's this alcoholic I live next to who gets piss drunk and shits and pees himself and has the whole third floor of the complex smelling like garbage.
Actually nah, I don't think I'd drink like that.
Isn’t it an anti-depressant? I got it prescribed around a year ago, but it worsened my ADHD symptoms.
It is , also used to treat adhd but only if you don't have obessive thoughts tendencies , i used to take it but it made my ocd a nightmare i had headaches from repeating loops in my mind
