How do I fix my life? Grind harder?

[MoggerGaston]

I am studying about 30 hours/week now, working 20-30 hours a week. Going to the gym 10 hours a week.
Note this is not pure efficient time spent. I fuck around in the gym, I fuck around A LOT when I am studying. I don't fuck around at my job cuz ill get fired.

On average this is 65 hours/week of work. My life? total subhuman abomination.

Work is decent, NTpeople there, but it tires me out. I have some disposable income left that I have no good use for so I am saving a bit. But I need to find some way to spend this money meaningfully or theres no point for me to work 25 hours a week. I can go down to like 15 hours and get by just fine tbh.

Studies? It's over. I will get a degree 6 months from now, but I hate everything about it. No idea wtf im even doing this for.

Dating Life? 0. It's over.
Social Life? 1 decent event per month. Rest it's 0.

Nothing else worth mentioning that's going on in my life.

65 hours/week is simply not enough to produce a valuable life as a sub-chad. Rookie numbers.

 

[Johnnybegood]

1 decent event/month? What type?

In the foreseable future i don't think it will be possible to do something spectacular with your life.

The best you can do is find a girl you like to be around with that will sexually please you while you do some side entrepeneurial stuff to make shit tons of money

 

[MoggerGaston]

1 decent event/month? What type?

City-trip, going to a good rave, renting a house to do acid at. shit like that. once a month.

In the foreseable future i don't think it will be possible to do something spectacular with your life.

The best you can do is find a girl you like to be around with that will sexually please you while you do some side entrepeneurial stuff to make shit tons of money

Both are extremely unlikely and will require a lot of luck ngl. Can't really plan/do anything to accomplish this.

I am not really sure what's in my sphere of influence.

 

[germanlooks]

Listen to this motivational speaker

 

[MoggerGaston]

Listen to this motivational speaker

Unironically nothing I can do.

I could work more hours and earn an extra few hundred euros a month? not gonna make a difference.
I could study harder/more and get better grades? not gonna make a difference.
I could go to the gym an extra 2 hours/week? not gonna make a difference.

Already did all dating-apps, even paid for them. Irrelevant.

Can't socialize with people on a real level cuz im non-NT, cant get NT cuz I cant properly socialize.

Being stuck in endless suffering, is what my life feels like.

 

[LightSkinNoob]

My week/hour spent are identical to yours, the money on the side I have I’m paying off my degree as I go and the small part of that left I save for surgeries, I have two years left till graduation and see myself doing the exact same thing over the next two years.

I’m not a social person at all, causal sex (or more being able to get a good quality LTR that I can cheat on is ideal) is what I really want, once I graduate money to travel, surgeries done to have the casual sex and then I’ll find meaning from there, Unironically try find your calling.

 

[Deleted member 4362]

Respawn

 

[hebbewem]

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