How was your life before you found out about the blackpill?

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like it is rn, shit
 
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I thought i was a chad . And i was a white nationalist
 
bluepilled emo who browsed 4chan.org/r9k and wizardchan waaaaaay back in the day
 
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I mean my social life was nonexistent and was self aware of my NT defencies but I was still a joyful person and took care of my self but learning about the blackpill made me now despise everyone around me, constantly trying to improve my looks...it’s pretty much the only thing I care about. I will never throw up looksmaxxpill or blackpill, it can be used to your advantage with the right mindset when you know the brutal truth.
 
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Full of delusions
 
coping with clothing and fckn around on the streets
 
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Too$hort said:
I mean my social life was nonexistent and was self aware of my NT defencies but I was still a joyful person and took care of my self but learning about the blackpill made me now despise everyone around me, constantly trying to improve my looks...it’s pretty much the only thing I care about. I will never throw up looksmaxxpill or blackpill, it can be used to your advantage with the right mindset when you know the brutal truth.
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Same bro. I always cared a lot about studying and stuff like that. Now my number 1 priority is getting a handsome face. My stupid face is the source of all my problems in life. Ugly face -> depression -> barely being able to succeed in anything.
 
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PSL, incels, TRP, nofap, normies, blackpill, Chad....

It made me develop dementia.
 
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ZHZ1773 said:
Same bro. I always cared a lot about studying and stuff like that. Now my number 1 priority is getting a handsome face. My stupid face is the source of all my problems in life. Ugly face -> depression -> barely being able to succeed in anything.
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It’s fucked man, but I’m glad I found the “why?” To all my events. My freshman year of highschool I was a straight A but never displayed my tryhardness. I literally kept quiet,studied, and didn’t bother anyone.

Despite all that my teachers made fun of me. I remember my teacher was talking about a biology subject and said out loud “the cell has this inability...like (my name)’s to make friends.” Literally no reason, shit like that happens early on destroys someone’s self esteem. But now I know why all that happened and will forever have ill will to evergone outside my blood. Seriously I have no reason to treat anyone with respect arouNd me and I don’t care quite frankly.
 
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Yes bro
 
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optimistic and redpilled tbh
 
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Too$hort said:
It’s fucked man, but I’m glad I found the “why?” To all my events. My freshman year of highschool I was a straight A but never displayed my tryhard. I literally kept quiet, st studied, and didn’t bother anyone. and even. Despite all that my teachers made fun of me. I remember my teacher was talking about a biology subject and said out loud “the cell has this inability...like (my name)’s to make friends.” Literally no reason, shit like that happens early on destroys someone’s self esteem. But now I know why all that happened and will forever have ill will to evergone outside my blood.
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It's actually kind of a good thing that I found out about this site actually. I learned many new things about how I can improve. I'm thinking of taking MK-677, but I'm afraid of its side effects (thicker nose, potential boost in cancer cell growth).
 
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worse than it is now because i was confused/frustrated

had no gf and no friends but i didnt understand why, now at least i understand why
 
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At least now I know things I can impove on that I would have been oblivious to otherwise, i'm immune to betabuxx now so that's neat.
 
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Swescension said:
At least now I know things I can impove on that I would have been oblivious to otherwise, i'm immune to betabuxx now so that's neat.
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Same. Being immune to betabuxx is the best thing.
 
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almost same except that im full PSL autism every day and i look at people face and analyze them , pointing in my head negative and positive traits :lul::lul::lul::lul::lul:
 
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bassfreak said:
almost same except that im full PSL autism every day and i look at people face and analyze them , pointing in my head negative and positive traits :lul::lul::lul::lul::lul:
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I'm the very same lmao.
 
ZHZ1773 said:
I'm the very same lmao.
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today i literally destroyed some soy prey cuck but i also get mogged by 2 foids higher than me :lul: :lul: :lul:
 
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I don't think I've been fully bluepilled ever. I personally never trusted women even before coming across the blackpill. The blackpill only gave me words to express what I already felt.

With that said I was really ignorant of the huge effect looks can have your life. The blackpill - especially the Chadfishing posts on r/incels - changed that. But overall my life was the same before.
 
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tbh its better now than prior to blackpill
 
ZHZ1773 said:
Same. Being immune to betabuxx is the best thing.
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No wedding for 10k+ either and no kids. You can spend time and money on looksmaxxing and enjoy your 30's while normies will spend thousands of dollars to please their Queens :soy:
 
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shit
 
Always thought I couldn't get high quality girls because of my acne but now I see what it really is :lul:
 
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No wedding for 10k+ either and no kids. You can spend time and money on looksmaxxing and enjoy your 30's while normies will spend thousands of dollars to please their Queens :soy:
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Just spend all that money on looksmaxxing and nut and go theory.
 
I had developed blackpill thoughts but couldn't find anything that unified everything. The blackpill unified every theory and made everything that happens crystal clear for me
 
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Not much different
 
I had easier time making friends, it was mostly when it came to sexualize it with women that I wasnt that good but I had no trouble making friends


post blackpill I cant evne make friends due to too much autism or mental illness
 
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