I already forgave her cheating but now I saw details and can't cope with the way she had sex

[averagenormie]

I am really freaking out right now and hope you guys can help me.
My girlfriend of 2,5 years has cheated and I already forgave her. Now I learned that the sex was much worse than I expected and I don't know how to handle this.
It happened about 2 month ago. My girlfriend was at a party at the shared apartment of some of her friends. Nothing special. I wasn't in town as I had to work in a different city.
The next day she called me crying and told me that she had cheated. I was shocked. When I came back the day after that, we had a long talk. She didn't tell me much details and I didn't ask for it. She said that she had had a few drinks and just went with the flow and then had sex there. I actually didn't ask with whom.
As she seemed to be really sorry, I tried to get over it. It took me some time but I actually managed to really forgive her and I thought our relationship was on a good track again - her cheating wasn't a topic at all anymore. I admit that I was wondering about details from time to time but I didn't want to talk about it and thought that it doesn't matter.
However, I was very, very wrong.
Yesterday I talked to a guy who was there as well and he seemed to be very surprised that I had been able to forgive her. I tried to explain to him that I appreciated her honesy and that she never tried to hide it at all. I wasn't able to understand his confusion until I was finally brave enough to ask about details.
I almost blacked out when he told me.
To cut a long story short: it wasn't just "normal" sex with one guy. She apparently slept with at least three of them and did things she'd never do with me. I still have no words for it.
Actually I thought he was making this up but he had proof and I can't get this off my mind now. I don't know how to ever cope with this.
I know that I didn't ask for details but it still feels like she lied to me, even though she technically maybe didn't.
I hate that I went through a lot of mental trouble to keep this relationship alive and now have to learn this.
I am completely freaking out right now

She is your gf but not exclusive to you, you're just one of her roster

 

[ToryToad]

She is your gf but not exclusive to you, you're just one of her roster

It's just a reddit storry .If you wanna see the op I already linked it somewhere in this thread

 

[Alias!]

@Alias! @Proex @rrm_ss2 @MyDreamIsToBe183CM @JohnBaza

Tales from Reddit

 

[Proex]

@Alias! @Proex @rrm_ss2 @MyDreamIsToBe183CM @JohnBaza

Slayer ramblimgs

 

[Proex]

@Alias! @Proex @rrm_ss2 @MyDreamIsToBe183CM @JohnBaza

Slayer ramblimgs

 

[ToryToad]

Slayer ramblimgs

*reddit ramblings
im khhv

 

[Proex]

*reddit ramblings
im khhv

Sorry the worst internet rn posted 2x

 

[ToryToad]

Sorry the worst internet rn posted 2x

No problem

 

[Proex]

No problem

Good shit btw, for a 15 yo you mog me to the grave

 

[ToryToad]

Good shit btw, for a 15 yo you mog me to the grave

How so

 

[VrillFatNoob24]

My girlfriend of 2,5 years has cheated and I already forgave her

first mistake

 

[ToryToad]

first mistake

It's a reddit story if you wanna check out the op I linked it somewhere in this thread

 

[VrillFatNoob24]

It's a reddit story if you wanna check out the op I linked it somewhere in this thread

Oh alright

 

[Proex]

How so

I never had one

 

[grilldaddy❤️]

Hasshahahaa kys nigga

 

[ToryToad]

I never had one

same.I just copy pasted a reddit story for reps .Im also a nd loser

 

[ToryToad]

Hasshahahaa kys nigga

It's a reddit story I linked the op somewhere in this thread

 

[Proex]

same.I just copy pasted a reddit story for reps .Im also a nd loser

Brutal i read like a third of it and already had depression that some .org users mog .e to oblivion

 

[yasskocel]

forgiving someone for cheating, typical cuck shit

 

[ToryToad]

forgiving someone for cheating, typical cuck shit

it#s a reddit story if you wanna check out the op I linked it somewhere in this thread

 

[yasskocel]

it#s a reddit story if you wanna check out the op I linked it somewhere in this thread

im happy it's not you cause I hate seeing cucks copeing the fact that they aren't cucks

 

[LTNUser]

Thats reddit for ya

Cuck subreddits need to be deleted

 

[einzigartig]

reddit story

cope u actually witnessed that

 

[looksmaxingbeyond]

“I almost blacked out when he told me.” man this part was so brutal it made me laugh just to cope with the insanity fuarkkk bro; sorry that happened to you. I firmly believe girls like this deserve the maximum punishment, that is the death penalty.

 

[ToryToad]

“I almost blacked out when he told me.” man this part was so brutal it made me laugh just to cope with the insanity fuarkkk bro; sorry that happened to you. I firmly believe girls like this deserve the maximum punishment, that is the death penalty.

it is brutal but it also is just a reddit story I linked it somewhere in this thread

 

[rrm_ss2]

@Alias! @Proex @rrm_ss2 @MyDreamIsToBe183CM @JohnBaza

damn I didn’t even see ts

 

[ToryToad]

damn I didn’t even see ts

this is definitely the last time I'll tag you

 

[rrm_ss2]

this is definitely the last time I'll tag you

Nigga it’s not my fault I always wake up to like 50 replies to some comment I made