germanlooks
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I am back after quite a long break. I have been edging non-stop since I got myself temporarily banned. 12 hours a day for almost six months.
After the ban from .org I was feeling pretty shitty so I decided to masturbate. That first day, I must’ve edged for maybe 20 hours. I closed all the windows and turned off all the lights so it was just me, my screen, and my weed in a dark room.
Eventually, my balls got so sore I had to stop and sleep. Waking up the next day, my balls were still incredibly sore but I was so horny I couldn’t keep my hands off my cock. I immediately did the same thing as the day previous and edged for maybe 12 hours. No interruptions no nothing. My hand was literally coated with precum. My whole hand. It acted like lube and made it feel so much better.
I did this daily for six months. I’m pretty sure I’ve permanently destroyed my brain with porn but I can’t stop now. It feels soooo good to edge. My dick is so sensitive now. I’ve stopped wearing clothes. I essentially get up from bed, masturbate for 12 hours, get a quick bite to eat, and sleep. I’m constantly hard. I can’t even attempt to put pants on now because I’m so sensitive I’m afraid I’d cum.
My edging has devolved into me watching porn and maybe poking my dick every couple of minutes because if I did any more I’d shoot my cum everywhere. My dick is practically purple now. My balls have gotten bigger since I started, and they’re a light blue color now. They’re constantly sore and EXTREMELY sensitive. When I squeeze them I literally squirt a little precum out of my cock. I get soft occasionally but I instantly get hard again. Everything feels so fucking good and I can barely think of anything else except for porn and edging. I tried to call a friend of mine but I had to hang up because I could barely hold a conversation and I kept feeling up my cock and audibly moaning. I’m scared I’ve turned myself into a dopamine-addicted edging zombie but it feels so fucking good and I never want to stop.
At this point, edging and being so depraved, my extremely sensitive cock and balls feels so much better than any orgasm I’ve ever had. I never want it to stop. I’ve watched porn of things I’ve never even thought I’d be into. Hell, I’m typing this with one hand while touching my cock with the other while I have porn playing on my other screen. Big cock twinks fucking each other. I’ve never watched gay porn in my life before. I’m literally leaking precum constantly. I’ve given up on clothes. I’ve given up on maintaining meaningful relationships. Edging and porn is all I need now. It’s over. Please help me.
After the ban from .org I was feeling pretty shitty so I decided to masturbate. That first day, I must’ve edged for maybe 20 hours. I closed all the windows and turned off all the lights so it was just me, my screen, and my weed in a dark room.
Eventually, my balls got so sore I had to stop and sleep. Waking up the next day, my balls were still incredibly sore but I was so horny I couldn’t keep my hands off my cock. I immediately did the same thing as the day previous and edged for maybe 12 hours. No interruptions no nothing. My hand was literally coated with precum. My whole hand. It acted like lube and made it feel so much better.
I did this daily for six months. I’m pretty sure I’ve permanently destroyed my brain with porn but I can’t stop now. It feels soooo good to edge. My dick is so sensitive now. I’ve stopped wearing clothes. I essentially get up from bed, masturbate for 12 hours, get a quick bite to eat, and sleep. I’m constantly hard. I can’t even attempt to put pants on now because I’m so sensitive I’m afraid I’d cum.
My edging has devolved into me watching porn and maybe poking my dick every couple of minutes because if I did any more I’d shoot my cum everywhere. My dick is practically purple now. My balls have gotten bigger since I started, and they’re a light blue color now. They’re constantly sore and EXTREMELY sensitive. When I squeeze them I literally squirt a little precum out of my cock. I get soft occasionally but I instantly get hard again. Everything feels so fucking good and I can barely think of anything else except for porn and edging. I tried to call a friend of mine but I had to hang up because I could barely hold a conversation and I kept feeling up my cock and audibly moaning. I’m scared I’ve turned myself into a dopamine-addicted edging zombie but it feels so fucking good and I never want to stop.
At this point, edging and being so depraved, my extremely sensitive cock and balls feels so much better than any orgasm I’ve ever had. I never want it to stop. I’ve watched porn of things I’ve never even thought I’d be into. Hell, I’m typing this with one hand while touching my cock with the other while I have porn playing on my other screen. Big cock twinks fucking each other. I’ve never watched gay porn in my life before. I’m literally leaking precum constantly. I’ve given up on clothes. I’ve given up on maintaining meaningful relationships. Edging and porn is all I need now. It’s over. Please help me.
