[Story] i am scared of mirrors

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Today I went to shopping mall to buy new pair of trousers but I couldnt go to fitting room, because I knew I look like 3/10 with lighting there, I just couldn't go there and look at myself. I went home with nothing.

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I am scared of mirrors completely I avoid looking at EVERY single mirror in those clothing shops. I need help boyos this is not funny, I got no money for therapist because of my self image problems I never worked.

Also in one of the expensive shops I've seen actual PSL6+ guy with Connor Murphy frame and biceps, I was amazed, dude was like 185cm+ too, couldn't see the face because I was standing like 6 meters away but I seen he had good forward growth and jawline.

Finally, when my bus arrived I've seen literal qt stacy goddess, her face was insanely cute and feminine 9/10 why women in poland have to be so beautiful i see so many young women there it's insane boyos it hurts my soul.

I am not alive, I just live. I wish my mother had an abortion, I dont know how much longer can I live alone, as unlovable and undesirable subhuman. Please let it fucking end :feelswhy:

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fitting room lights are designed to make u look fat
 
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Today I went to shopping mall to buy new pair of trousers but I couldnt go to fitting room, because I knew I look like 3/10 with lighting there, I just couldn't go there and look at myself. I went home with nothing.

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I am scared of mirrors completely I avoid looking at EVERY single mirror in those clothing shops. I need help boyos this is not funny, I got no money for therapist because of my self image problems I never worked.

Also in one of the expensive shops I've seen actual PSL6+ guy with Connor Murphy frame and biceps, I was amazed, dude was like 185cm+ too, couldn't see the face because I was standing like 6 meters away but I seen he had good forward growth and jawline.

Finally, when my bus arrived I've seen literal qt stacy goddess, her face was insanely cute and feminine 9/10 why women in poland have to be so beautiful i see so many young women there it's insane boyos it hurts my soul.

I am not alive, I just live. I wish my mother had an abortion, I dont know how much longer can I live alone, as unlovable and undesirable subhuman. Please let it fucking end :feelswhy:

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I feel the same when I am tired
 
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bro, i once went to the mall and it was too crowded and went back home. i fucking need surgery asap
 
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fitting room lights are designed to make u look fat
Lol, why would they make you look fat? I've been to some fitting rooms that made my skin look like garbage, but never fat.
 
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I dunno I look good in fitting room mirrors tbh
 
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For for record, the fitting rooms I am afraid of: H&M and Reserved - haven't been to any other clothing stores recently. I also avoid seeing my own reflection in tram/bus windows, I always look so fucking pathetic like, there is something wrong.

I know I will cry tonight before falling asleep. So many beautiful young women out here. Its beyond over for me. I dont know what to do, I cant make myself warm approach even in my school. Now I feel so sad maybe I'm gonna try cope with LoTR marathon.

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i'm scared of my average fg
 
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Fitting rooms have the worst direct lighting you could ever imagine. Obliterates your bones and turns you into a bloated acne ridden mess.
 
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Lol. This are things that I used to do... Idk what to say
 
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Today I went to shopping mall to buy new pair of trousers but I couldnt go to fitting room, because I knew I look like 3/10 with lighting there, I just couldn't go there and look at myself. I went home with nothing.

View attachment 138563

I am scared of mirrors completely I avoid looking at EVERY single mirror in those clothing shops. I need help boyos this is not funny, I got no money for therapist because of my self image problems I never worked.

Also in one of the expensive shops I've seen actual PSL6+ guy with Connor Murphy frame and biceps, I was amazed, dude was like 185cm+ too, couldn't see the face because I was standing like 6 meters away but I seen he had good forward growth and jawline.

Finally, when my bus arrived I've seen literal qt stacy goddess, her face was insanely cute and feminine 9/10 why women in poland have to be so beautiful i see so many young women there it's insane boyos it hurts my soul.

I am not alive, I just live. I wish my mother had an abortion, I dont know how much longer can I live alone, as unlovable and undesirable subhuman. Please let it fucking end :feelswhy:

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Today I went to shopping mall to buy new pair of trousers but I couldnt go to fitting room, because I knew I look like 3/10 with lighting there, I just couldn't go there and look at myself. I went home with nothing.

View attachment 138563

I am scared of mirrors completely I avoid looking at EVERY single mirror in those clothing shops. I need help boyos this is not funny, I got no money for therapist because of my self image problems I never worked.

Also in one of the expensive shops I've seen actual PSL6+ guy with Connor Murphy frame and biceps, I was amazed, dude was like 185cm+ too, couldn't see the face because I was standing like 6 meters away but I seen he had good forward growth and jawline.

Finally, when my bus arrived I've seen literal qt stacy goddess, her face was insanely cute and feminine 9/10 why women in poland have to be so beautiful i see so many young women there it's insane boyos it hurts my soul.

I am not alive, I just live. I wish my mother had an abortion, I dont know how much longer can I live alone, as unlovable and undesirable subhuman. Please let it fucking end :feelswhy:

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Ya man same for me
 

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