i am scared of mirrors

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Today I went to shopping mall to buy new pair of trousers but I couldnt go to fitting room, because I knew I look like 3/10 with lighting there, I just couldn't go there and look at myself. I went home with nothing.

I am scared of mirrors completely I avoid looking at EVERY single mirror in those clothing shops. I need help boyos this is not funny, I got no money for therapist because of my self image problems I never worked.

Also in one of the expensive shops I've seen actual PSL6+ guy with Connor Murphy frame and biceps, I was amazed, dude was like 185cm+ too, couldn't see the face because I was standing like 6 meters away but I seen he had good forward growth and jawline.

Finally, when my bus arrived I've seen literal qt stacy goddess, her face was insanely cute and feminine 9/10 why women in poland have to be so beautiful i see so many young women there it's insane boyos it hurts my soul.

I am not alive, I just live. I wish my mother had an abortion, I dont know how much longer can I live alone, as unlovable and undesirable subhuman. Please let it fucking end

 

[Deleted member 1476]

fitting room lights are designed to make u look fat

 

[IWantToMax]

Today I went to shopping mall to buy new pair of trousers but I couldnt go to fitting room, because I knew I look like 3/10 with lighting there, I just couldn't go there and look at myself. I went home with nothing.

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I am scared of mirrors completely I avoid looking at EVERY single mirror in those clothing shops. I need help boyos this is not funny, I got no money for therapist because of my self image problems I never worked.

Also in one of the expensive shops I've seen actual PSL6+ guy with Connor Murphy frame and biceps, I was amazed, dude was like 185cm+ too, couldn't see the face because I was standing like 6 meters away but I seen he had good forward growth and jawline.

Finally, when my bus arrived I've seen literal qt stacy goddess, her face was insanely cute and feminine 9/10 why women in poland have to be so beautiful i see so many young women there it's insane boyos it hurts my soul.

I am not alive, I just live. I wish my mother had an abortion, I dont know how much longer can I live alone, as unlovable and undesirable subhuman. Please let it fucking end

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I feel the same when I am tired

 

[NiBBaCel]

fitting room lights are designed to make u look fat

i look the best there tbh , most malls got perfect lighting to make u look good

 

[Andromeda88]

i look the best there tbh , most malls got perfect lighting to make u look good

depends on the location tbh

 

[Deleted member 1476]

i look the best there tbh , most malls got perfect lighting to make u look good

shit that’s what I meant haha

 

[godsmistake]

bro, i once went to the mall and it was too crowded and went back home. i fucking need surgery asap

 

[Andromeda88]

bro, i once went to the mall and it was too crowded and went back home. i fucking need surgery asap

brain surgery

 

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fitting room lights are designed to make u look fat

I'm skinny and low BF. They make my face skin and hair look dog shit. Every single imperfection on my face pops up there.

 

[godsmistake]

brain surgery

 

[BigBiceps]

fitting room lights are designed to make u look fat

Lol, why would they make you look fat? I've been to some fitting rooms that made my skin look like garbage, but never fat.

 

[Deleted member 2581]

I dunno I look good in fitting room mirrors tbh

 

[pisslord]

OP is a vampire

 

[BigBiceps]

i look the best there tbh , most malls got perfect lighting to make u look good

Gyms got great lighting. I can't stop staring at the mirror at gym, huge dopamine rush.

 

[NiBBaCel]

Gyms got great lighting. I can't stop staring at the mirror at gym, huge dopamine rush.

ikr 10/10 lightening tbh

 

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For for record, the fitting rooms I am afraid of: H&M and Reserved - haven't been to any other clothing stores recently. I also avoid seeing my own reflection in tram/bus windows, I always look so fucking pathetic like, there is something wrong.

I know I will cry tonight before falling asleep. So many beautiful young women out here. Its beyond over for me. I dont know what to do, I cant make myself warm approach even in my school. Now I feel so sad maybe I'm gonna try cope with LoTR marathon.

 

[Deleted member 3043]

i'm scared of my average fg

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[Tony]

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ок then

 

[Ritalincel]

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[Tony]

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ok then

 

[Deleted member 2661]

Fitting rooms have the worst direct lighting you could ever imagine. Obliterates your bones and turns you into a bloated acne ridden mess.

 

[Ritalincel]

ok then

Fucking cope, bro.

 

[Deleted member 1476]

Fucking cope, bro.

ayo rit

 

[jefferson]

Peak autism

 

[NiBBaCel]

Peak autism

bloats me

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[RAITEIII]

Lol. This are things that I used to do... Idk what to say

 

[Ritalincel]

Today I went to shopping mall to buy new pair of trousers but I couldnt go to fitting room, because I knew I look like 3/10 with lighting there, I just couldn't go there and look at myself. I went home with nothing.

View attachment 138563

I am scared of mirrors completely I avoid looking at EVERY single mirror in those clothing shops. I need help boyos this is not funny, I got no money for therapist because of my self image problems I never worked.

Also in one of the expensive shops I've seen actual PSL6+ guy with Connor Murphy frame and biceps, I was amazed, dude was like 185cm+ too, couldn't see the face because I was standing like 6 meters away but I seen he had good forward growth and jawline.

Finally, when my bus arrived I've seen literal qt stacy goddess, her face was insanely cute and feminine 9/10 why women in poland have to be so beautiful i see so many young women there it's insane boyos it hurts my soul.

I am not alive, I just live. I wish my mother had an abortion, I dont know how much longer can I live alone, as unlovable and undesirable subhuman. Please let it fucking end

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[Deleted member 2745]

Today I went to shopping mall to buy new pair of trousers but I couldnt go to fitting room, because I knew I look like 3/10 with lighting there, I just couldn't go there and look at myself. I went home with nothing.

View attachment 138563

I am scared of mirrors completely I avoid looking at EVERY single mirror in those clothing shops. I need help boyos this is not funny, I got no money for therapist because of my self image problems I never worked.

Also in one of the expensive shops I've seen actual PSL6+ guy with Connor Murphy frame and biceps, I was amazed, dude was like 185cm+ too, couldn't see the face because I was standing like 6 meters away but I seen he had good forward growth and jawline.

Finally, when my bus arrived I've seen literal qt stacy goddess, her face was insanely cute and feminine 9/10 why women in poland have to be so beautiful i see so many young women there it's insane boyos it hurts my soul.

I am not alive, I just live. I wish my mother had an abortion, I dont know how much longer can I live alone, as unlovable and undesirable subhuman. Please let it fucking end

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Ya man same for me

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[Clark69]

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[Deleted member 2403]

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