germanlooks
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Am I the only one?
Yesterday I was out with some new people of Uni and while nobody of them was really good looking or mogged me pretty hard I still felt like shit.
I am not non NT just a bit more introvert with new people. But that wasn’t even the main problem.
I just was depressed that no girl seemed to have interest in actively talking to me without me always starting the conversation. And on top of that I feel uncomfortable in my body.
And then the thoughts appeared in my might that if I would have a really good looking face everything would be different and that everything in this Life is just useless if you aren’t either a giga NT normie or a Chadlite.
Like what’s the fucking point if I don’t even experience attraction and multiple IOIs from girls? What’s the point if I don’t experience just atleast 1/10 out of a chads life?
The only times social situations are fun for me is when I’m either really drunk or just with my male friends. And even then I can’t completely make these thoughts disappear.
Yesterday I was out with some new people of Uni and while nobody of them was really good looking or mogged me pretty hard I still felt like shit.
I am not non NT just a bit more introvert with new people. But that wasn’t even the main problem.
I just was depressed that no girl seemed to have interest in actively talking to me without me always starting the conversation. And on top of that I feel uncomfortable in my body.
And then the thoughts appeared in my might that if I would have a really good looking face everything would be different and that everything in this Life is just useless if you aren’t either a giga NT normie or a Chadlite.
Like what’s the fucking point if I don’t even experience attraction and multiple IOIs from girls? What’s the point if I don’t experience just atleast 1/10 out of a chads life?
The only times social situations are fun for me is when I’m either really drunk or just with my male friends. And even then I can’t completely make these thoughts disappear.