I glew up with age but people treated me worse

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When I was younger I would say I was dead average I glew up to be mmtn-hmtn and I get treated like absolute shit. When I compare myself to classmates I clearly look better but people absolutley loved my classmates and I had to face double standards that they never had to face. When I was younger people kept saying wow because of my different hairstyle but as I got older people treated me in absolute vile ways. I dont understand why personally, yeah I am autistic but jesus. I mean coming from an autsitic person I would understand if other people had something I didnt but my classmates were insanely boring people. Their humor is "coming together = cumming together" particles in chemistry class.. They have terrible taste, also one of the leaders who others look up to in my class is a 5/10 as well, its almost like Im making ths up