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It’s pure torment I quit masturbation and porn since I get nothing but destroying my life I can’t do anything that gives me pleasure I need help

tbh I honestly have nothing left to say u think I wouldn’t do heroine percs and weed if it worked for me I would do them as we speak

it’s just like masturbation u jerk off 0.2 millisecond of pleasure then a mountain of pain guilt and suffering after ejaculation

I can’t do anything related to sex or drugs or It will have impact on my mental and physical body

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I feel no shame from fapping, but I limit porn because I think it rots the brain.

If you're thinking of doing heroine then I suggest trying kratom first. I took no kratom past 32 hrs to decrease tolerance, but gonna take a dose in half an hour.
 
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feel no shame from fapping
its beyond shame it’s pure hell on my body it’s makes super ugly too much acne on face and major depression after cuming
 
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I feel no shame from fapping, but I limit porn because I think it rots the brain.

If you're thinking of doing heroine then I suggest trying kratom first. I took no kratom past 32 hrs to decrease tolerance, but gonna take a dose in half an hour.
How do u consume it when h buy from legal site also the site u linked said not for human consumption
 
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its beyond shame it’s pure hell on my body it’s makes super ugly too much acne on face and major depression after cuming
Do nofap or at least no porn
How do u consume it when h buy from legal site also the site u linked said not for human consumption
They have to say that. It's just drug laws/regulations.

Mix it in grape fruit juice for maximum effect.
 
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Do nofap or at least no porn

They have to say that. It's just drug laws/regulations.

Mix it in grape fruit juice for maximum effect.
Oh I thought I should snort it like cocaine didn’t know it was edible bro I never smoke because not even smoke can take my pain away
 
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Oh I thought I should snort it like cocaine didn’t know it was edible bro I never smoke because not even smoke can take my pain away
Right, that's what makes it healthier too. It's harder to get addicted to it also because if you take too much you'll feel nauseous and not want to take more.
 
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Right, that's what makes it healthier too. It's harder to get addicted to it also because if you take too much you'll feel nauseous and not want to take more.
Nice I’m definitely buying bro it’s only 17 pounds why not all im taking is caffeine now since that’s the only thing that can alleviate the misery and even that is destroying me
 
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Just came from taking a long walk at 10pm on a rainy night streets empty AF I’m Giga depressed my dopamine is Tank low I don’t know what to don
 
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Just came from taking a long walk at 10pm on a rainy night streets empty AF I’m Giga depressed my dopamine is Tank low I don’t know what to don
eat Granola
 
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its beyond shame it’s pure hell on my body it’s makes super ugly too much acne on face and major depression after cuming
It’s genetics, bhai. Acne doesn’t come from fapping.
 
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meditation and running and you could try microdosing and ketamine treatments
 
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I do interval sprinting daily and basketball for 4-5 hrs and I just came from a long walk and I’m back home crying and feeling alone…
 
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Bro I never had acne until pre jerking off just my experience
I think the acne is coming from something else, to be honest. What is your diet like?
 
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Do nofap or at least no porn

They have to say that. It's just drug laws/regulations.

Mix it in grape fruit juice for maximum effect.
Fuck bro I been confusing I thought ketamine was Kratom all along 🤣
 
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Right, that's what makes it healthier too. It's harder to get addicted to it also because if you take too much you'll feel nauseous and not want to take more.
Bro can I snort kratom for my first try will it heal my pain
 
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Bro can I snort kratom for my first try will it heal my pain
No, it's for oral infestion only. It tastes really bad so if you can get capsules that's arguable better, but that obviously costs more so it depends if its really worth the extra cash. Me I just mix it and chug it down fast with some grape fruit juice.
 
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How long until the effect kick in and when it does how does it feel
Pretty fast, like 15 minutes at most. It works best on an empty stomach, but it's not a necessity. The effects last like 4-6 hours, depending on which strain, the dosing size, your personal tolerance level etc. Sometimes it can last even longer. The best way i can describe it is like a cozy feeling, like when you come home from a hard days work and put your feet by the stove or something. It's a warm feeling. It takes away pain and lifts the mood. At lower doses you get more stimulating effects, like you want to move around and get things done.
 
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Pretty fast, like 15 minutes at most. It works best on an empty stomach, but it's not a necessity. The effects last like 4-6 hours, depending on which strain, the dosing size, your personal tolerance level etc. Sometimes it can last even longer. The best way i can describe it is like a cozy feeling, like when you come home from a hard days work and put your feet by the stove or something. It's a warm feeling. It takes away pain and lifts the mood. At lower doses you get more stimulating effects, like you want to move around and get things done.
Nice so I can take a table spoon and shove in my mouth and swallow it with water and have opiate high for 6 hrs? With no sides
 
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Can I mix Kratom with any like for example hibiscus tea or apple juice or food?
Nah it needs to be grapefruit to get the most out of it.

I don't take kratom until midnight and then I'll def load up on grapefruit juice too.
 
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Nah it needs to be grapefruit to get the most out of it.

I don't take kratom until midnight and then I'll def load up on grapefruit juice too.
Took my second Kratom dose after I OD its a bliss I micro dosed can’t imagine
 
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Took my second Kratom dose after I OD its a bliss I micro dosed can’t imagine
I ordered a new strain (hopefully it'll arrive tomorrow). It's called super green! I have Maeng Da too which is awesome, but I think this one might be even better. I read reviews of others who've tried it and they say it's like the best thing ever so Idk we'll see haha
 
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I ordered a new strain (hopefully it'll arrive tomorrow). It's called super green! I have Maeng Da too which is awesome, but I think this one might be even better. I read reviews of others who've tried it and they say it's like the best thing ever so Idk we'll see haha
Ye bro I read the super green reviews too people say it’s the best for high im gonna order soon too
 
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