reborn
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I have been disappointed over and over. I have invested resources with no result whatsoever. And I am done with it. I have decided that I will never approach a woman again. I simply don't deserve to be treated like trash. And I am not investing resources in someone who will either reject me right away or disappoint me later.
Humans are egoistic creatures and I have always been someone who wanted something real. Like marrying a woman and staying loyal to her even if she gets sick. Even if I have to wipe her ass because she can't do it anymore. I would have done it. But I realize that these days nobody does that kind of shit for each other anymore.
We are just consuming each other. And I don't need anybody that I can consume while letting them consume me in return. This is why I am no longer interested in relationships. I am not even interested in friendships anymore. They all end up stabbing you in the back. I just want to be left alone and not be bothered like my dad did back in the day. And like him I will die alone and I have come to terms with it.
I might fuck escorts though. At least with escorts it is a fair deal. Everybody is honest about the fact that it is just a transaction. Much better than "friends" or "wifes" who act like they give a shit about you which they don't.
Humans are egoistic creatures and I have always been someone who wanted something real. Like marrying a woman and staying loyal to her even if she gets sick. Even if I have to wipe her ass because she can't do it anymore. I would have done it. But I realize that these days nobody does that kind of shit for each other anymore.
We are just consuming each other. And I don't need anybody that I can consume while letting them consume me in return. This is why I am no longer interested in relationships. I am not even interested in friendships anymore. They all end up stabbing you in the back. I just want to be left alone and not be bothered like my dad did back in the day. And like him I will die alone and I have come to terms with it.
I might fuck escorts though. At least with escorts it is a fair deal. Everybody is honest about the fact that it is just a transaction. Much better than "friends" or "wifes" who act like they give a shit about you which they don't.
