$Abomination
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I don't think I have the brain structure for it anymore.
1. I know that nobody gives a shit about me. I don't even think my mom does anymore. I've caused her too much unhappiness.
2. I don't give a shit about anyone. I just view life as a game of chasing feel-good "dopamine" rushes.
There are pros and cons to this. The pro is that... Well... You won't be made a fool of if you get caught in public crying. The con is... Well when you're stuck with negative emotions about the world you gotta release it with anger, agony, and envy - and if people catch on you don't cry they'll think you're a monster. But I guess a little acting can solve the second issue.
1. I know that nobody gives a shit about me. I don't even think my mom does anymore. I've caused her too much unhappiness.
2. I don't give a shit about anyone. I just view life as a game of chasing feel-good "dopamine" rushes.
There are pros and cons to this. The pro is that... Well... You won't be made a fool of if you get caught in public crying. The con is... Well when you're stuck with negative emotions about the world you gotta release it with anger, agony, and envy - and if people catch on you don't cry they'll think you're a monster. But I guess a little acting can solve the second issue.