NateJacobs
At the mercy of God, Jesus Christ
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Start of the summer I came into with a successful online business for a highschool making consistent money. I grinded from Dec-May and was in love with it. I now have lost over half of my money in a summer from going out, buying a new phone, car insurance , school supplies, clothes , softmaxxing and dumb shit like fast food.
I was going to the gym consistently from for months until may at my school and then bam they closed my schools gym in may. Lost lots of strength and didn’t get to lift again until July and I lost all momentum and barely touch a weight now.
I had the perfect school schedule only having to be at school at 9;20 and leaving at 2:45. Now my new year of school I am looking at going to school from 8:30 to almost 4. I have 0 classes with my friends this year and only have lunch with 1 of them.
I had a chance with a stacylite and a htb at the beginning of summer and I failed to do shit with it and one left me and the other one was just a girl I was obsessed with and she ended up getting a bf.
I hadn’t had discord on my phone for almost a year and was barely on social media besides TikTok and now I rot here and on discord once again.
I’m not fat but am in the worst shape mentally and physically I’ve been in years. The only thing that I’ve gotten out of this summer is that I’ve gone up in looks and gotten more female validation. That’s it. Hate myself more than ever and it’s not even genetics it’s all my fault.
I was going to the gym consistently from for months until may at my school and then bam they closed my schools gym in may. Lost lots of strength and didn’t get to lift again until July and I lost all momentum and barely touch a weight now.
I had the perfect school schedule only having to be at school at 9;20 and leaving at 2:45. Now my new year of school I am looking at going to school from 8:30 to almost 4. I have 0 classes with my friends this year and only have lunch with 1 of them.
I had a chance with a stacylite and a htb at the beginning of summer and I failed to do shit with it and one left me and the other one was just a girl I was obsessed with and she ended up getting a bf.
I hadn’t had discord on my phone for almost a year and was barely on social media besides TikTok and now I rot here and on discord once again.
I’m not fat but am in the worst shape mentally and physically I’ve been in years. The only thing that I’ve gotten out of this summer is that I’ve gone up in looks and gotten more female validation. That’s it. Hate myself more than ever and it’s not even genetics it’s all my fault.