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even though i fucking hate her https://looksmax.org/threads/i-hack...onths-also-got-her-fired-from-her-job.419277/
i kinda miss what i had with her tbh. got her from a virgin so she was pair bonded hard. 2 years. lived with her. spent every day together for like a year. talking from the second we woke up to the second we went to sleep. having insane sex where we were so bonded that we would literally have orgasms at the exact same time, all the time, it was insane. i think thats one of the main reasons why she still messages me and calls me for the last year. even tho i literally blocked her off everything and havent said a word to her since. all the memories we made just down the drain. literally were best friends. could talk forever about anything and all day every day we was laughing in histerics till we couldnt breathe and shit. her fucking me before work every day, make me packed lunch for work, have a bath ready for me to get in when i got home from work. having baths together. could literally have her pussy whenever i wanted it and do whatever i wanted to her and get nudes whenever i wanted. she was literally attached like a leech to me. if i didnt reply for 30 mins she'd be ringing 100 times or texting my mom to ask if im ok or think im cheating on her. probably too attached but its better that than a girl not care about you. she even fell out with her mom for like a year and didnt see her for a year cos her mom thought i was a bad influence on her and hated that i was actually making her happy and she was jealous cos she was a short haired ugly alpha female and didnt like seeing teen love.
tbh i dont see myself ever getting something like that level of deep connection in every way again.
like how thin the chances of a girl actually accepting me. then how thin the chances are that we are gonna be able to talk all the time about anything. then how thin the chances that she will treat me like a king. then the chances of having insane sex, her being the perfect petite size for my dick to make her cum every single time and cum at the same time. then how thin the chances we will laugh all the time together. just gonna be impossible tbh.
but at least if gives me hope that i can have it again. i feel bad for guys who havent had sex. let alone experienced an LTR like that. how do u guys even cope?
i kinda miss what i had with her tbh. got her from a virgin so she was pair bonded hard. 2 years. lived with her. spent every day together for like a year. talking from the second we woke up to the second we went to sleep. having insane sex where we were so bonded that we would literally have orgasms at the exact same time, all the time, it was insane. i think thats one of the main reasons why she still messages me and calls me for the last year. even tho i literally blocked her off everything and havent said a word to her since. all the memories we made just down the drain. literally were best friends. could talk forever about anything and all day every day we was laughing in histerics till we couldnt breathe and shit. her fucking me before work every day, make me packed lunch for work, have a bath ready for me to get in when i got home from work. having baths together. could literally have her pussy whenever i wanted it and do whatever i wanted to her and get nudes whenever i wanted. she was literally attached like a leech to me. if i didnt reply for 30 mins she'd be ringing 100 times or texting my mom to ask if im ok or think im cheating on her. probably too attached but its better that than a girl not care about you. she even fell out with her mom for like a year and didnt see her for a year cos her mom thought i was a bad influence on her and hated that i was actually making her happy and she was jealous cos she was a short haired ugly alpha female and didnt like seeing teen love.
tbh i dont see myself ever getting something like that level of deep connection in every way again.
like how thin the chances of a girl actually accepting me. then how thin the chances are that we are gonna be able to talk all the time about anything. then how thin the chances that she will treat me like a king. then the chances of having insane sex, her being the perfect petite size for my dick to make her cum every single time and cum at the same time. then how thin the chances we will laugh all the time together. just gonna be impossible tbh.
but at least if gives me hope that i can have it again. i feel bad for guys who havent had sex. let alone experienced an LTR like that. how do u guys even cope?