I see no poiny anymore i failed anyways

[Fangy]

I'm on vacation rn whit friends of my family and I can legit talk to no one cuz I'm too fucking retarded my mom keeps calling me a failure just cried cuz of it a bit ago telling me how I used to be a normal kid and the reason I turned out like this being my fault I fucked up school too cuz of all the fuckimg mental torture she and my father put me through when I was 11 and 12 so now I'm doing some shit subject and have to wagecuck later in life It doesn't even matter that finally look decent now cuz sure blackpill helped me ascend and stuff but ruined my whole fucking mind I guess I am just too weak to handle all this stuff I'm just venting it all out here cuz if I said this shit to any of my friends I'd get insta dropped