I stay in my bed almost all day and almost never go outside. I seriously need help because my genes and asian blackpills destroyed me.

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It has gotten so bad, I can't even leave my house anymore. I can't go to any restaurant, I can't even go to any stores. I really don't even think that after my surgeries I will be able to leave my house, I'm getting another surgery soon but sometimes I think it doesn't help.

When I do have to go outside I wear a mask and I also have to wear sunglasses too so it covers my low nasal bridge. Even with this it takes at least 30 minutes convincing myself it would be ok and nothing bad will happen and then I am barely able to leave my house.

I never went outside much or had confidence, before when I was younger I would just look down at the ground in any public place with hands in aspie positions and make autistic movements.


I have been overdosed on blackpill, I wish I could cope. Although asian whitepills and bluepills do make me feel better but it doesn't repair my life that has been full of suffering.



 
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Do lsd or changa and smoke a cigarette nigga
 
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just get a chin implant just to wear a mask theory
 
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Make sure you wear sunscreen. You don’t need skin cancer on top of depression
 
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Bitch ass nigga. Hope you rot and die you broke ass nigga

Fuck
 
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smoke cigarettes, feels great
 
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u live in singapore tho
 
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Do lsd or changa and smoke a cigarette nigga

I'm not low iq enough to do that. Collagen is the only thing preventing me from tying rope.


just get a chin implant just to wear a mask theory

That only fixed one of my shit flaws, the biggest one. But I realized that many other of my flaws need surgeries too so I am getting liposuction soon on my jowl area mounds. And after that I will need rhino and midface augmentation.


Make sure you wear sunscreen. You don’t need skin cancer on top of depression

I do but I have all windows in my room covered with 100% UV block curtains.
 
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I'm not low iq enough to do that. Collagen is the only thing preventing me from tying rope.




That only fixed one of my shit flaws, the biggest one. But I realized that many other of my flaws need surgeries too so I am getting liposuction soon on my jowl area mounds. And after that I will need rhino and midface augmentation.




I do but I have all windows in my room covered with 100% UV block curtains.
Then stay depressed
 
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nigga just go to southeast asia they worship mfs like you
 
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Try going outside when theres less traffic, nightwalk for example might be more convenient and chill for you
 
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u live in singapore tho

It still doesn't stop the blackpill, so many big blackpill moments like girls in my school that are "innocent" but they simp so hard for white celebrities that aren't even that attractive.

Also I have seen girls of my own race that are rich and come from very rich families and they try to get a white and will pay for dates wtih them, literally betabuxing as a girl.

smoke cigarettes, feels great

no never have never will. Most of this site smokes and does harmful drugs so low iq...
 
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It still doesn't stop the blackpill, so many big blackpill moments like girls in my school that are "innocent" but they simp so hard for white celebrities that aren't even that attractive.

Also I have seen girls of my own race that are rich and come from very rich families and they try to get a white and will pay for dates wtih them, literally betabuxing as a girl.



no never have never will. Most of this site smokes and does harmful drugs so low iq...
oh you live in singapore? holy shit being mogged by the curries and jungle gooks there must be pure suifuel. my condolences OP
 
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It still doesn't stop the blackpill, so many big blackpill moments like girls in my school that are "innocent" but they simp so hard for white celebrities that aren't even that attractive.

Also I have seen girls of my own race that are rich and come from very rich families and they try to get a white and will pay for dates wtih them, literally betabuxing as a girl.



no never have never will. Most of this site smokes and does harmful drugs so low iq...
true, ethnic foids betabuxx for white normies @FailedNormieManlet @ItsOVERBuddyBoyos @Nad @swaggyp1
 
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nigga just go to southeast asia they worship mfs like you

Sometimes I don't wish to see JBW and the blackpill every second irl


Then stay depressed

I doubt smoking or drugs will fix anything... Alcohol makes me feel shit I probably will never drink it.


Try going outside when theres less traffic, nightwalk for example might be more convenient and chill for you

I guess so... I am very lazy though I rot in my bed all day so yes I do need to do that.
 
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oh you live in singapore? holy shit being mogged by the curries and jungle gooks there must be pure suifuel. my condolences OP

I am mogged by my autism and my high inhib
 
I'm not low iq enough to do that. Collagen is the only thing preventing me from tying rope.




That only fixed one of my shit flaws, the biggest one. But I realized that many other of my flaws need surgeries too so I am getting liposuction soon on my jowl area mounds. And after that I will need rhino and midface augmentation.




I do but I have all windows in my room covered with 100% UV block curtains.
I refuse to believe the competition in Singapore is that bad
 
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It has gotten so bad, I can't even leave my house anymore. I can't go to any restaurant, I can't even go to any stores. I really don't even think that after my surgeries I will be able to leave my house, I'm getting another surgery soon but sometimes I think it doesn't help.

When I do have to go outside I wear a mask and I also have to wear sunglasses too so it covers my low nasal bridge. Even with this it takes at least 30 minutes convincing myself it would be ok and nothing bad will happen and then I am barely able to leave my house.

I never went outside much or had confidence, before when I was younger I would just look down at the ground in any public place with hands in aspie positions and make autistic movements.


I have been overdosed on blackpill, I wish I could cope. Although asian whitepills and bluepills do make me feel better but it doesn't repair my life that has been full of suffering.
I'd like to crawl into bed with you and make you even more uncomfortable.
 
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I refuse to believe the competition in Singapore is that bad

It isn't. I have very autistic brain and I am probably one of the highest inhib users here. I just can't go outside until I am happy with my looks

All you need is to not be ugly and have some money and NT. Money is important for dating here, more important than other countries I think.


I'd like to crawl into bed with you and make you even more uncomfortable.

I guess that is something I can be happy about never happening.
 
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It has gotten so bad, I can't even leave my house anymore. I can't go to any restaurant, I can't even go to any stores. I really don't even think that after my surgeries I will be able to leave my house, I'm getting another surgery soon but sometimes I think it doesn't help.
Over for you. You need to hikikimori maxx ASAP
When I do have to go outside I wear a mask and I also have to wear sunglasses too so it covers my low nasal bridge. Even with this it takes at least 30 minutes convincing myself it would be ok and nothing bad will happen and then I am barely able to leave my house.
Doesn’t even matter, Jfl. Most people don’t even register in someone’s mind. Just go outdoors, you and your insecurities are the least of anyones concern.
 
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You will decay,it’s the incel destiny
 
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I guess that is something I can be happy about never happening.
If I were to be in your bed ready to cuddle you then it would motivate your anxious ass to stay out of bed. You might be the king of Singapore.

I don't like Singapore by the way. Too clean and too many rules. The kids are all nerdy and study too much. That's gay. They don't skip school and get high in Singapore. Gay gay gay. In Singapore they believe diversity is strength. It's even your countrie's motto or something. What a crock of sh*t. You all work too many hours and obediently wait your turn for everything. Gay gay gay gay gay gay gay.
 
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Your nasal bridge is probably your last worry
 
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Over for you. You need to hikikimori maxx ASAP

Doesn’t even matter, Jfl. Most people don’t even register in someone’s mind. Just go outdoors, you and your insecurities are the least of anyones concern.

"just go outside bro!"

Even with this it takes at least 30 minutes convincing myself it would be ok and nothing bad will happen and then I am barely able to leave my house.





If I were to be in your bed ready to cuddle you then it would motivate your anxious ass to stay out of bed. You might be the king of Singapore.

I don't like Singapore by the way. Too clean and too many rules. The kids are all nerdy and study too much. That's gay. They don't skip school and get high in Singapore. Gay gay gay. In Singapore they believe diversity is strength. It's even your countrie's motto or something. What a crock of sh*t. You all work too many hours and obediently wait your turn for everything. Gay gay gay gay gay gay gay.


I am going to leave to another country but I am going to need many surgeries soon so that I don't rot all day and can go outside. I need to explore somewhere else I don't think my current country makes me happy.


Your nasal bridge is probably your last worry

Probably the nose tip is my first worry. I have nice chin already.

There isn't much surgery to change face other than rhino that will give good improvement while not botching face.
 
"just go outside bro!"










I am going to leave to another country but I am going to need many surgeries soon so that I don't rot all day and can go outside. I need to explore somewhere else I don't think my current country makes me happy.




Probably the nose tip is my first worry. I have nice chin already.

There isn't much surgery to change face other than rhino that will give good improvement while not botching face.
Come to America for a little bit.
 
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"just go outside bro!"










I am going to leave to another country but I am going to need many surgeries soon so that I don't rot all day and can go outside. I need to explore somewhere else I don't think my current country makes me happy.




Probably the nose tip is my first worry. I have nice chin already.

There isn't much surgery to change face other than rhino that will give good improvement while not botching face.
As opposed to sitting indoors and crying on .org? Yeah.
 
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Come to America for a little bit.

If I want to travel I would go to Eastern Europe because much cheaper and closer. I don't like wasting money on traveling and hotels.

But America and West Europe I would want if I could live there.
 
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As opposed to sitting indoors and crying on .org? Yeah.

It isn't that easy when I am born with so many mental issues like extreme neuroticism, autism, antisocial, ..... and on top of that, it just had to be that I was blackpilled too.

I wish I was normal and had a normal brain with normal thoughts like almost everyone else on this forum.

I don't want this, I try hard to change but it's over.
 
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It isn't that easy when I am born with so many mental issues like extreme neuroticism, autism, antisocial, ..... and on top of that, it just had to be that I was blackpilled too.

I wish I was normal and had a normal brain with normal thoughts like almost everyone else on this forum.

I don't want this, I try hard to change but it's over.
Same, blackpill rotted my brain and made me drop out of society for a long while. Wasn’t till last year that I began fix things.
Over for me anyways at 24
 
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Your problem isn't your looks, it's your mind.

Unironically go to a therapist. Just speaking to someone is good for you since humans aren't evolved to be isolated and alone with no human connection. Evolutionary that would only happen if you were exiled from the tribe and were guaranteed death.
 
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i once didnt go outside for 3 weeks and when i did i got mugged by a guy with a knife JFL im not even joking
 
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Same, blackpill rotted my brain and made me drop out of society for a long while. Wasn’t till last year that I began fix things.
Over for me anyways at 24

24 is young. There are people here who are 40 year old virgins because they turned to depression and nihilism and refused to change their ways. Don't be like them, take action.
 
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Same, blackpill rotted my brain and made me drop out of society for a long while. Wasn’t till last year that I began fix things.
Over for me anyways at 24

Maybe over for you if you are norwooding a lot or some other bad thing at 24, but that is young you probably have more time, if not then sorry.

I have good aging genes so that is good I have time to try to fix things with surgery or maybe just practicing.




Your problem isn't your looks, it's your mind.

Unironically go to a therapist. Just speaking to someone is good for you since humans aren't evolved to be isolated and alone with no human connection. Evolutionary that would only happen if you were exiled from the tribe and were guaranteed death.


Yes socializing in person is everything, I really do need to do that.


i once didnt go outside for 3 weeks and when i did i got mugged by a guy with a knife JFL im not even joking

He could sense that you are vulnerable
 
If I want to travel I would go to Eastern Europe because much cheaper and closer. I don't like wasting money on traveling and hotels.

But America and West Europe I would want if I could live there.
Come to the supreme land of the Balkans.
 

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