
sibience
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It has gotten so bad, I can't even leave my house anymore. I can't go to any restaurant, I can't even go to any stores. I really don't even think that after my surgeries I will be able to leave my house, I'm getting another surgery soon but sometimes I think it doesn't help.
When I do have to go outside I wear a mask and I also have to wear sunglasses too so it covers my low nasal bridge. Even with this it takes at least 30 minutes convincing myself it would be ok and nothing bad will happen and then I am barely able to leave my house.
I never went outside much or had confidence, before when I was younger I would just look down at the ground in any public place with hands in aspie positions and make autistic movements.
I have been overdosed on blackpill, I wish I could cope. Although asian whitepills and bluepills do make me feel better but it doesn't repair my life that has been full of suffering.
When I do have to go outside I wear a mask and I also have to wear sunglasses too so it covers my low nasal bridge. Even with this it takes at least 30 minutes convincing myself it would be ok and nothing bad will happen and then I am barely able to leave my house.
I never went outside much or had confidence, before when I was younger I would just look down at the ground in any public place with hands in aspie positions and make autistic movements.
I have been overdosed on blackpill, I wish I could cope. Although asian whitepills and bluepills do make me feel better but it doesn't repair my life that has been full of suffering.