i tried to...

[Chiteshfx]

guys i have not been online for a while on org. and i was so fucking happy in my life of not being "blackpilled" and just enjoying life.i tried to escape it 3 times. i did tho.... i escaped this shit. but it got to me again guys. i fucking unfollowed looksmaxxers, reset my tiktok fyp, created a new tiktok acc. guess what? i got bp edits again. fuck this shit. ill never be able to escape this fuckass.

 

[vuki]

You look good bro idk how it affects you

 

[Chiteshfx]

You look good bro idk how it affects you

well idk whts wrong with me. i think i have body dismorphia and i have a mental disorder. bp ruined my confidence gng. atp i just always look down wehn i walk or wehn i see girls. so bad that i tried to rope multiple times but couldn't

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

take the black p boyo

 

[Chiteshfx]

take the black p boyo

fuck

 

[ropemaxxxx]

You look good bro idk how it affects you

I am a self proclaimed cl, it gets to us all

 

[Chiteshfx]

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I am a self proclaimed cl, it gets to us all

oh... so idk then. i think yeah it rlly gets to all of us but like idk if i can ever escape it idk. cuz i THINK im mid HTN but i get these thoughts of kms

 

[ropemaxxxx]

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oh... so idk then. i think yeah it rlly gets to all of us but like idk if i can ever escape it idk. cuz i THINK im mid HTN but i get these thoughts of kms

Ive never had suicidal thoughts, but just you know, bad mindset in general

 

[Chiteshfx]

Ive never had suicidal thoughts, but just you know, bad mindset in general

oh idk then i think its only me? omfg its so fucking annoying i swear man. LIKE i good for now but once to like 5 times every month i get suicidal thoughts and that its so over for me. im so fucking insecure like i dont even act like a human anymore wehn i see myself... it became to a point that it got so bad and i never expected tht yk?

 

[ropemaxxxx]

oh idk then i think its only me? omfg its so fucking annoying i swear man. LIKE i good for now but once to like 5 times every month i get suicidal thoughts and that its so over for me. im so fucking insecure like i dont even act like a human anymore wehn i see myself... it became to a point that it got so bad and i never expected tht yk?

I understand what you mean, try egomaxxing. That always gets me in a good arse mood

 

[Chiteshfx]

I understand what you mean, try egomaxxing. That always gets me in a good arse mood

i will try thanks tho. but from what i know is that i have tried every possible way to escape but couldnt. but idk. im still gonna try. now bp has got to 2 of my friends now. man bp is spreading