๕ඞChick3ncu1ry
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I want to feel the pain, the joy, the contentment, the unconditional love, the high, the low, the enlightenment.
Want to live as lowest low from homeless to a successful billionaire with stacy girlfriends. I want to feel the pain from taking hits as well as inflict pain on someone. I want to be someone’s hero and be the one that is saved.
The sense of urgency of knowing that my life is short makes me value each day more, being immortal might sounds good but it would be a cursed knowing that you will always have tomorrow so why bother getting out from bed.
After all the desires and suffering then I will be needing nothing.
I have done 4 days of water fast with months of semen retention. Unfortunately I was stupid enough to let myself fell down in the city centre because I didn’t supplement Electrolytes. I believed in Quantum entangled and thought that’s how the Buddha achieved enlightenment the state of acceptance and experience the purest form of warm loved.
All those subtances coke, amphetpamine,etc didn’t make me feel as content.
I will try to do the fasting again and keep doing semen retention. Siddharta Gutama the Buddha did 49 days to achieve enlightenment but I don’t think I will make it past one week.
May I get to heaven if I die.
Want to live as lowest low from homeless to a successful billionaire with stacy girlfriends. I want to feel the pain from taking hits as well as inflict pain on someone. I want to be someone’s hero and be the one that is saved.
The sense of urgency of knowing that my life is short makes me value each day more, being immortal might sounds good but it would be a cursed knowing that you will always have tomorrow so why bother getting out from bed.
After all the desires and suffering then I will be needing nothing.
I have done 4 days of water fast with months of semen retention. Unfortunately I was stupid enough to let myself fell down in the city centre because I didn’t supplement Electrolytes. I believed in Quantum entangled and thought that’s how the Buddha achieved enlightenment the state of acceptance and experience the purest form of warm loved.
All those subtances coke, amphetpamine,etc didn’t make me feel as content.
I will try to do the fasting again and keep doing semen retention. Siddharta Gutama the Buddha did 49 days to achieve enlightenment but I don’t think I will make it past one week.
May I get to heaven if I die.
