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DNR Nigger

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How much did this affect my development?

I didn't eat many animal products in my childhood and adolescence. My entire life is stress. I grew up antisocial. My father and mother divorced when I was born. I was born in a neighborhood full of shitty people. I had no friends as a child; I only played at school. I grew up with my father, but he's a complete fucking faggot who didn't teach me anything or give me shit. I grew up in a house full of fights and shitty people. My parents are poor, so the only thing I had to entertain myself all this time was TV. My father didn't care about my feelings; he was a fucking stupid pedophile.

I had anxiety problems my entire life, and it really messed me up. I felt confused.

My mother was never there when I was a kid; she'd call me and talk shit.

When I entered high school, I had many more problems, full of shit and stupid things. No one supported me, helped me, or guided me. I missed opportunities and screwed up my development. I slept like shit. I was full of stress and anxiety 24/7, and I still am. I'm a person with high inhibitions and obsessive-compulsive behavior.
People have ignored me, and I've spent the 19 years of my life just suffering and bored. There's nothing to do at home, and I'm poor.
 
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Are you ugly? I feel the same way
 
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Skill issue
 
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What are you doing on this site? Nigga get the fuck out of here before u really kys. Sitting on this site you will receive a ton of negativity and will reduce your cortisol (which causes low test). Get your life in order and then come to this site. :feelsrope:
 
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What are you doing on this site? Nigga get the fuck out of here before u really kys. Sitting on this site you will receive a ton of negativity and will reduce your cortisol (which causes low test). Get your life in order and then come to this site. :feelsrope:
I'm here to have fun and since people here understand what I'm talking about, I'm not interested in negativity, honestly, so much negativity has demoralized me, I can't improve my T, I'm stressed all day, my parents are literally shit, they are stupid, poor, and ignorant, I only depend on them, I don't have a job and I'm not studying, I have nothing to entertain myself with in my fucking house, I live in a house without fences so all the people on the street and the neighbors can see me, there is nothing to do in this house, this is my dad's phone, there isn't even cable, we stole the wifi from the neighbor.
 
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I'm here to have fun and since people here understand what I'm talking about, I'm not interested in negativity, honestly, so much negativity has demoralized me, I can't improve my T, I'm stressed all day, my parents are literally shit, they are stupid, poor, and ignorant, I only depend on them, I don't have a job and I'm not studying, I have nothing to entertain myself with in my fucking house, I live in a house without fences so all the people on the street and the neighbors can see me, there is nothing to do in this house, this is my dad's phone, there isn't even cable, we stole the wifi from the neighbor.
okay, I get it nigga. nice ragebait tho.
 
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I'm stupid, it's over i hate imaging my life is gonna get better.
 
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I can relate to some of this, especially the stress/anxiety, it has all started back when I started doing drugs, anyway you'll need SSRIs, some people do benefit off of them, some don't just like with everything else.

OCD / Anxiety / Stress / Depression that's halving your QOL let alone your current circumstances (physically, academically, professionally)
 
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I can relate to some of this, especially the stress/anxiety, it has all started back when I started doing drugs, anyway you'll need SSRIs, some people do benefit off of them, some don't just like with everything else.

OCD / Anxiety / Stress / Depression that's halving your QOL let alone your current circumstances (physically, academically, professionally)
I can't i'm poor and My family it's retarded
 
I literally Say them i want kms and ignored me and make jokes now
kys bro, like i dont even want to be mean or anything but i think it really is the way sometimes, ill kms too soon
 
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How much did this affect my development?

I didn't eat many animal products in my childhood and adolescence. My entire life is stress. I grew up antisocial. My father and mother divorced when I was born. I was born in a neighborhood full of shitty people. I had no friends as a child; I only played at school. I grew up with my father, but he's a complete fucking faggot who didn't teach me anything or give me shit. I grew up in a house full of fights and shitty people. My parents are poor, so the only thing I had to entertain myself all this time was TV. My father didn't care about my feelings; he was a fucking stupid pedophile.

I had anxiety problems my entire life, and it really messed me up. I felt confused.

My mother was never there when I was a kid; she'd call me and talk shit.

When I entered high school, I had many more problems, full of shit and stupid things. No one supported me, helped me, or guided me. I missed opportunities and screwed up my development. I slept like shit. I was full of stress and anxiety 24/7, and I still am. I'm a person with high inhibitions and obsessive-compulsive behavior.
People have ignored me, and I've spent the 19 years of my life just suffering and bored. There's nothing to do at home, and I'm poor.
Food for thought, I stopped reading at animal products, just letting you know.
 
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kys bro, like i dont even want to be mean or anything but i think it really is the way sometimes, ill kms too soon
I've been thinking about it since I was a kid, but it's hard. Once when I was a kid, I tried to kill myself by hitting myself with a knife to the head. I didn't do it. I could have killed myself with a gun or some other quick way without feeling pain. Damn, if I weren't such a faggot and had better looks, I'd go out and rob and kill people or rape. I mean, bro, what does it matter? You're going to commit suicide, do something first, right? But I literally need a gun. I'm a stupid faggot.
 
I've been thinking about it since I was a kid, but it's hard. Once when I was a kid, I tried to kill myself by hitting myself with a knife to the head. I didn't do it. I could have killed myself with a gun or some other quick way without feeling pain. Damn, if I weren't such a faggot and had better looks, I'd go out and rob and kill people or rape. I mean, bro, what does it matter? You're going to commit suicide, do something first, right? But I literally need a gun. I'm a stupid faggot.
I bought sodium nitrite online, it's easily available, cheap and kills you quickly. You could try it too
 
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How much did this affect my development?

I didn't eat many animal products in my childhood and adolescence. My entire life is stress. I grew up antisocial. My father and mother divorced when I was born. I was born in a neighborhood full of shitty people. I had no friends as a child; I only played at school. I grew up with my father, but he's a complete fucking faggot who didn't teach me anything or give me shit. I grew up in a house full of fights and shitty people. My parents are poor, so the only thing I had to entertain myself all this time was TV. My father didn't care about my feelings; he was a fucking stupid pedophile.

I had anxiety problems my entire life, and it really messed me up. I felt confused.

My mother was never there when I was a kid; she'd call me and talk shit.

When I entered high school, I had many more problems, full of shit and stupid things. No one supported me, helped me, or guided me. I missed opportunities and screwed up my development. I slept like shit. I was full of stress and anxiety 24/7, and I still am. I'm a person with high inhibitions and obsessive-compulsive behavior.
People have ignored me, and I've spent the 19 years of my life just suffering and bored. There's nothing to do at home, and I'm poor.
I can relate bro you gotta become selfish at all costs and get your money up even if in immoral ways
 
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