I wish there was a god

[Mike456]

I wish there was a god who could help me
One who could ease my pain
One who would love me
One who was real

But there isn’t such a thing but it would have been beautiful if it was

If it is a god on this Earth he doesn’t love me

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

maybe he is just indifferent towards you

 

[Mike456]

maybe he is just indifferent towards you

Maybe maybe he is indifferent to all of us

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

Maybe maybe he is indifferent to all of us

modern day Jean Paul Satre

 

[Sandriguez]

I wish there was a god who could help me
One who could ease my pain
One who would love me
One who was real

But there isn’t such a thing but it would have been beautiful if it was

If it is a god on this Earth he doesn’t love me

just try to believe in him papi

 

[Mike456]

just try to believe in him papi

I tried oh I tried so much I didn’t eaten for days,I burned my self with a cross for the sins I done,I even sacrificed my future,I became weak for him,I heard his voice one and once the devil voice

The god told me to kill demons and the devil wanted my soul but only one spoke sweetly to me

So much I sacrificed and the only thing I gained is knowledge but nothing materialistic or future moving

 

[Sandriguez]

I tried oh I tried so much I didn’t eaten for days,I burned my self with a cross for the sins I done,I even sacrificed my future,I became weak for him,I heard his voice one and once the devil voice

The god told me to kill demons and the devil wanted my soul but only one spoke sweetly to me

So much I sacrificed and the only thing I gained is knowledge but nothing materialistic or future moving

papi this has nothing to do with god

 

[Mike456]

papi this has nothing to do with god

What do u mean by god then?

Do u mean one other than the Christian God?

 

[Sandriguez]

What do u mean by god then?

Do u mean one other than the Christian God?

yes im talking about the christian god

i’ll tell you what everytime i try to believe without actually reading the bible i get some fucked up image in my head of what god is supposed to be. it’s like writing a school essay but you only get one look at the source material. your never going to understand god if your not actively reading the bible muchacho.

this is the feeling i got with you when you said stuff like “burning the cross in my skin” or “killing demons”

 

[Mike456]

yes im talking about the christian god

i’ll tell you what everytime i try to believe without actually reading the bible i get some fucked up image in my head of what god is supposed to be. it’s like writing a school essay but you only get one look at the source material. your never going to understand god if your not actively reading the bible muchacho.

I read it oh so much I read those verses those little lines which dictates people lifes

I was in ig group of ig
I was actually interested into theology
I was looking at clothes with Christian symbolism
I did that fucking Orthodox fast which destroyed me

Yet it didn’t help me

 

[Sandriguez]

I read it oh so much I read those verses those little lines which dictates people lifes

I was in ig group of ig
I was actually interested into theology
I was looking at clothes with Christian symbolism
I did that fucking Orthodox fast which destroyed me

Yet it didn’t help me

thank you for opening up to me. maybe it can help to just take one more look at the bible even if it feels like a burden.

 

[rmggk1876]

There is a God and he loves you
Return to Rome

 

[vuki]

Took the words right out of my mouth

 

[subhuman1996]

There is a God. U just have to believe in Him and give ur life to Him. He’s always there waiting for u.

 

[jeremyy]

I wish there was a god who could help me
One who could ease my pain
One who would love me
One who was real

But there isn’t such a thing but it would have been beautiful if it was

If it is a god on this Earth he doesn’t love me

god exists