No theres many ugly people that have fun lifes and arent shy
I could also probsbly be succesfully bullied by a 10 year old
I meant not being like shy and stuff
skins rn or better call saul, thanks for asking btw, what do u watch
was funny being both bullied and a bully, weirdass time.Remember that you never feel what you are not.Man i constantly feel ugly and like autistic and sad and like idk and im heading to school rn and ima just sit quiet whole day watching netflix
This is the effects of not having a dog/cat during childhood
i dont care if im ugly, man im at the train i see 2/10 troglodytes live their happiest lifes
me too man i dressed like a hobo and constantly had adhd, i even teased people and was a lowkey bully, then my family shit happened and also like i became sad over long period, my problem is that i used to have a class and boom i got stripped off my happiest time and now im in a class i have 0 connection too cause im an autistic fuck up, now im the one being teased, (( not now)) but i swear on god a 10 year old could bully me and i wouldnt do anything about it, ive lost my old self, im even scared of going outside lonely, i used to be so happy xDI used to be really confident when I was <14yo, but also really subhuman.
All it did is make me rack up a lot of negative social experiences, really quickly. As people wanted to show me where my place was. That eventually broke me tbh.
It's still preferential I guess. I just forced myself into social circles and interactions and chilled with people non-stop after school. But I got kicked out of 4 separate friendcircles in like 3 years times because people turned against me
I also bullied some people that were 1PSL better-looking than me because they acted like pussies. And I used to beat up girls that treated me with disgust
Not really. Unless they're ugly and asexual that aren't attracted to anything. You can't be both straight + ugly and happy
i am lowkey delusional and bipolar, but i dont like those words cuz cringe but i guess i am
I also had huge family issues at home which on top of the struggle in school made it impossible to stay mentally healthy.
man ive been sitting on pc throughout my life, i swear on god pc was a curse, i actually got my pc when i was 13 and cried, and my mom found me and felt bad so she bought me a pc, maybe maybe i wouldve been off better. anyways i only get friends with losers, and i was heavily depressed first school day so i made no friends, but i didnt care, the whole sitaution grew from "aahhh shittt ill just wait for the right time to activate le adhd boom" then it became rageful autistic dryness i couldnt operate in school, i needed to drink 5 liters of water constantly spray hydration spray in mouth, and when i get home IT ALL ENDS all everything i love sitting at my home it has grown into a bad addiction, even the other quiet kid is better at socializing than me, and he seems autistic af, i almost feel ashamed to go out tbh
i feel like a total loser, god is keeping me fromsuicide at this point, i dont think ill make it in the future and stuff ialways have brigh tideas but my mind stops working man
wasted potential is what I've heard a lot too. But honestly the signs were all there that there was little potential due to having little looks. Atleast ur parents still love you man, I hate mine, esp my mother is a fucked up person.
Thank you for responding
Not much atm, I've watched so much shit I've ran out lol. I have watched skins, its ropefuel. Those kids are our age in the show and they have such a fun life
man ive been sitting on pc throughout my life, i swear on god pc was a curse, i actually got my pc when i was 13 and cried, and my mom found me and felt bad so she bought me a pc, maybe maybe i wouldve been off better. anyways i only get friends with losers, and i was heavily depressed first school day so i made no friends, but i didnt care, the whole sitaution grew from "aahhh shittt ill just wait for the right time to activate le adhd boom" then it became rageful autistic dryness i couldnt operate in school, i needed to drink 5 liters of water constantly spray hydration spray in mouth, and when i get home IT ALL ENDS all everything i love sitting at my home it has grown into a bad addiction, even the other quiet kid is better at socializing than me, and he seems autistic af, i almost feel ashamed to go out tbh
i forgot to add, im like super far away so everyone is different in the other city and idk mannnnn i need help, i used to struggle with weirdo shit like anorexia ((cringy af))) yeah but it was good for attention from parents but they lowkey stopped caring lol , im so fucking dumb compared to eveyrone else at the school too, and everyone are chad af and the teachers lowkey suck
i forgot to add it that in my old class i was the same, but thank god my friends from that class was super good and i became friends with them quick af, i miss them so hard man
I relate to you a lot. Im starting a new school, fresh start and everything. Going to try and live a mogger life by making friends, joining an mma or boxing class and making my family proud through my grades because my dad cares about my education a lot. I just have to work hard and keep my head down and stick to the grind and looksmax as well. Everyone around me (people who I mog to oblivion as well) have such better lives than me, don't listen to autists who say "muh you just have to be good looking to get friends", go and play football again and start karate just do something instead of rotting on ur PC. Football is great as ur active and u can make new friends. There's not much to say tbh other than ill be in the same situation as you if I don't make friends this year, its been so depressing
Man all i do is see people my age live better lives
All of the shit i mentioned was like 3 years ago everyting is way too over im just gonna die inside i just wanna be happy man
Most users here say to take psychedelics if ur like that, I would but I can't order online because my dad will see
I know how to grow shrooms and shit but i dont have a card. Ive tought about fleeing home and being homeless train hopper. Buy bitcoin then just order. You dont actually need to drop it off at ur home u can do it at drop off points like ur local mart (atleast here)
Just rob money from ur parents (enough for a ticket) and go to a country u like and, put urself up for adoption and get adopted by some family. Ez dubs. Id go to Australia but things here aren't that bad that I would need to
Ticket costs 2.5 bucks i could prolly squat my way. Anyways thank you bro for writing iappreciate so hard
Np, hope things get better bro. Just watch some zyzz videos ded srs
Man im highly delusional 1 week ago i litteraly was so happy
Even when they are depressed they are chad in skins lol
Who are the chads? I only remember Freddie being a chad
if you couldn't make friends in HS
I didnt like anyone at my old school so I had no choice
Freddie cook. That guy from last season rugby dude, then that swole head tony
Dogpilled yet again… when will it ever stopMan i constantly feel ugly and like autistic and sad and like idk and im heading to school rn and ima just sit quiet whole day watching netflix
This is the effects of not having a dog/cat during childhood
Cook looked like shit lol. Oh yeah I forgot about the rugby guy
No I would not like to pet @FastBananaCEO
Man i feel like my life wouldve been saved if i had a dog... so yes
Ur a cute animal
Thx bro
Are u watching the England game
Oh shit I forgot about that
