im actually going insane

[coastal]

lately my mental state has been steadily declining because of continuous social isolation and fucking up some projects i was working on.

i dont even want to hold my mental frame anymoe, i wanna float around like a tree branch in a river with no direction or effort

im not even doing my skincare routine lately

and that's a bad bad sign

but i dont think i even want to do anything anymore. strangely im at peace with myself. i feel somewhat content with being me and i dont feel like i have to keep being a rat running in this cursed race of "self improoovement"

fuck all that.

i dont feel like trying to stay sane and normal anymore. realistically who even gives a fuk

letting yourself be insane is the truest version of freedom.

 

[pleasevanity]

the rotter in you is calling...

come back to us coastal

 

[methylphenidated]

lately my mental state has been steadily declining because of continuous social isolation and fucking up some projects i was working on.

i dont even want to hold my mental frame anymoe, i wanna float around like a tree branch in a river with no direction or effort

im not even doing my skincare routine lately

and that's a bad bad sign

but i dont think i even want to do anything anymore. strangely im at peace with myself. i feel somewhat content with being me and i dont feel like i have to keep being a rat running in this cursed race of "self improoovement"

fuck all that.

i dont feel like trying to stay sane and normal anymore. realistically who even gives a fuk

letting yourself be insane is the truest version of freedom.

you be ight

 

[Framemaxxx]

 

[coastal]

the rotter in you is calling...

come back to us coastal

i dont even wanna rot tbh the reps dont give me dopamine anymore

i want to sit in the sun in an alley and watch funny videos on yt

so peaceful

 

[coastal]

you be ight

yea ik i will im obv not actually going mental but it does feel like it

it's very freeing tho

i almost like it

 

[kashimo.]

lately my mental state has been steadily declining because of continuous social isolation and fucking up some projects i was working on.

i dont even want to hold my mental frame anymoe, i wanna float around like a tree branch in a river with no direction or effort

im not even doing my skincare routine lately

and that's a bad bad sign

but i dont think i even want to do anything anymore. strangely im at peace with myself. i feel somewhat content with being me and i dont feel like i have to keep being a rat running in this cursed race of "self improoovement"

fuck all that.

i dont feel like trying to stay sane and normal anymore. realistically who even gives a fuk

letting yourself be insane is the truest version of freedom.

how duz ur mental health deteriorate by messing up some projects

 

[Banana ★ 🍌]

lately my mental state has been steadily declining because of continuous social isolation and fucking up some projects i was working on.

i dont even want to hold my mental frame anymoe, i wanna float around like a tree branch in a river with no direction or effort

im not even doing my skincare routine lately

and that's a bad bad sign

but i dont think i even want to do anything anymore. strangely im at peace with myself. i feel somewhat content with being me and i dont feel like i have to keep being a rat running in this cursed race of "self improoovement"

fuck all that.

i dont feel like trying to stay sane and normal anymore. realistically who even gives a fuk

letting yourself be insane is the truest version of freedom.

Bro just go outside and reconnect with nature your probably just liveing a goy life style rn

 

[coastal]

how duz ur mental health deteriorate by messing up some projects

they were a big part of my life

 

[coastal]

Bro just go outside and reconnect with nature your probably just liveing a goy life style rn

nope, on a primal diet and going outside in the sun for 2h+ daily

physically in very healthy

 

[gaastavo]

lately my mental state has been steadily declining because of continuous social isolation and fucking up some projects i was working on.

i dont even want to hold my mental frame anymoe, i wanna float around like a tree branch in a river with no direction or effort

im not even doing my skincare routine lately

and that's a bad bad sign

but i dont think i even want to do anything anymore. strangely im at peace with myself. i feel somewhat content with being me and i dont feel like i have to keep being a rat running in this cursed race of "self improoovement"

fuck all that.

i dont feel like trying to stay sane and normal anymore. realistically who even gives a fuk

letting yourself be insane is the truest version of freedom.

deadass lol mental health is the biggest cope we all have the same end point so nothing really matters which is why we should all dedicate ourselves to becoming the most statistically perfect versions of our self we can be, not a soul needs to be sane or normal you just need to fit in and that's true freedom it surprises me more people don't agree with this viewpoint of life. emotions are a normal human thing if i feel sad I cope by telling myself it's only temporary soon I'll be the most perfect i can be and it will all be over and I'll be happy again, you can't achieve true freedom until you max out everything possible

 

[Banana ★ 🍌]

nope, on a primal diet and going outside in the sun for 2h+ daily

physically in very healthy

Shi I don’t even do that I guess everything in life is cope

 

[cigcel]

Mike Ma on sanity:

In his worldview, “sanity” is often flipped what society calls normal behavior is portrayed as its own kind of dysfunction, and “insanity” becomes a kind of awareness or refusal to accept those patterns.


So what you are expiriencing is not per se bad but more of an „awekening“ maybe

 

[kashimo.]

they were a big part of my life

how so