6ft4
Self Aggrandising Final Boss
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I got humbled recently and it looks like I just about got out of my difficult patch where I almost fucked up my aesthetics by trying to improve more (improvement for long term function, not vanity)
looksmax.org
This has made me question the value of the self glazing which I've been fond of over the years but particularly so after my jaw surgery where I felt like I had become complete
If you place your value on something that you received, be it money, status or a post surgery looks results, it can just as easily be taken away from you, and what will you be left with then only a bigger void after you placed you value in these things.
While my self glazing on here is mostly just a way to amuse myself with some creative writing and is pretty much harmless (unless some users take my writings very literally and rage due to feeling inadequate because they've never got to taste mogger experiences) I still question if putting these thoughts into words is somehow counting as a negative weight against me on the universal scales.
The universe will always find a way to humble you (if you had to fight against it to ascend) so I question if I shouldn't let my feelings of grandiosity (whether they be genuine or exaggerated) escape outside of my mind.
Perhaps writing these things down makes new self glaze quips more likely to manifest in my mind, perhaps if I stop putting them in writing, they will stop being generated.
You wont be seeing me much around here in future anyway, I may not ever take a cold turkey quit or request a ban again, but I truly feel I have no reason to post and once I stop desiring the feeling of people being amused by my self glaze posts, I really wont have much else to post about here because any future theories will be saved for content on social media platforms, not debuted on here.
I feel humbled currently
Not because I got too cocky and got put in my place But because my unending pursuit of constantly trying to fix things relating to myself (which I don't regret) landed me in a situation where it would regress my aesthetics if I continued with it so I just gotta cut my losses on the money...
looksmax.org
This has made me question the value of the self glazing which I've been fond of over the years but particularly so after my jaw surgery where I felt like I had become complete
If you place your value on something that you received, be it money, status or a post surgery looks results, it can just as easily be taken away from you, and what will you be left with then only a bigger void after you placed you value in these things.
While my self glazing on here is mostly just a way to amuse myself with some creative writing and is pretty much harmless (unless some users take my writings very literally and rage due to feeling inadequate because they've never got to taste mogger experiences) I still question if putting these thoughts into words is somehow counting as a negative weight against me on the universal scales.
The universe will always find a way to humble you (if you had to fight against it to ascend) so I question if I shouldn't let my feelings of grandiosity (whether they be genuine or exaggerated) escape outside of my mind.
Perhaps writing these things down makes new self glaze quips more likely to manifest in my mind, perhaps if I stop putting them in writing, they will stop being generated.
You wont be seeing me much around here in future anyway, I may not ever take a cold turkey quit or request a ban again, but I truly feel I have no reason to post and once I stop desiring the feeling of people being amused by my self glaze posts, I really wont have much else to post about here because any future theories will be saved for content on social media platforms, not debuted on here.
