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[Serious] An update on the oneitis situation
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Short Ugly and Brown
KHHTV
Today at 1:01 AM
Fast forward: following the rejection I felt very very heartbroken, I went to the park at 1-2am and cried, multiple times for the following days. I slept in my bed crying to pictures of her on my phone, crying to the fact that I will never have her as my girlfriend. My level of sadness was so deep that I lost the energy to do basic tasks like brush my teeth.
If you read my original love letter, at the end part of it wrote "Just to feel your embrace would fill me with warmth and comfort to last until my grave."
By this I meant that just a simple hug from her or a kiss on the cheek and nothing more would fill my heart with so much bliss, enough to last me for the rest of my life
I didn't know how to ask this of her, and with my buddies the conversation came up of oh, I bet if u paid her 500 she would give u a warm hug, or 800 for a kiss etc
I dont know why money ever became involved (probably fear of rejection), but all I wanted was to have her love, her affection and not through illegal manners like sex, so we decided to ask her about making out.
My friend messaged her this and she flipped out:
After reading this I felt terrible, I don't know why I put a price on her, this decision was degenerate on my part so I wrote her on my account apologizing
She never responded and fast forward today at school I saw her, she seemed very angry/mad in class, she didn't attend my last class
and my friend told me of how she told their art class and him about the paying for makeout thing
I have no idea whats going to happen now but I feel terrible, I'm not the person that goes around harassing girls, especially one I love more than anyone.
Theres no way or chance now ill ever be able to ask her for a hug or kiss normally, the girl of my dreams of the close to 18 years of my life ill never have now
as a realization to this, all I did today was cry uncontrollably
Spoiler: proof
I don't know if she will ever find this thread, but if she does, then I'm sorry. I really really love you and all I ever wanted was for you to accept my love for you with a hug or kiss in return, that was it, I'm sorry.
Ill update the rest of the thread with what happens tomorrow at school
- Thread starterShort Ugly and Brown
- Start dateToday at 1:01 AM
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[IMG alt="Short Ugly and Brown"]https://looksmax.org/data/avatars/l/3/3505.jpg?1575624778[/IMG]
Short Ugly and Brown
KHHTV
Today at 1:01 AM
Fast forward: following the rejection I felt very very heartbroken, I went to the park at 1-2am and cried, multiple times for the following days. I slept in my bed crying to pictures of her on my phone, crying to the fact that I will never have her as my girlfriend. My level of sadness was so deep that I lost the energy to do basic tasks like brush my teeth.
If you read my original love letter, at the end part of it wrote "Just to feel your embrace would fill me with warmth and comfort to last until my grave."
By this I meant that just a simple hug from her or a kiss on the cheek and nothing more would fill my heart with so much bliss, enough to last me for the rest of my life
I didn't know how to ask this of her, and with my buddies the conversation came up of oh, I bet if u paid her 500 she would give u a warm hug, or 800 for a kiss etc
I dont know why money ever became involved (probably fear of rejection), but all I wanted was to have her love, her affection and not through illegal manners like sex, so we decided to ask her about making out.
My friend messaged her this and she flipped out:
After reading this I felt terrible, I don't know why I put a price on her, this decision was degenerate on my part so I wrote her on my account apologizing
She never responded and fast forward today at school I saw her, she seemed very angry/mad in class, she didn't attend my last class
and my friend told me of how she told their art class and him about the paying for makeout thing
I have no idea whats going to happen now but I feel terrible, I'm not the person that goes around harassing girls, especially one I love more than anyone.
Theres no way or chance now ill ever be able to ask her for a hug or kiss normally, the girl of my dreams of the close to 18 years of my life ill never have now
as a realization to this, all I did today was cry uncontrollably
Spoiler: proof
I don't know if she will ever find this thread, but if she does, then I'm sorry. I really really love you and all I ever wanted was for you to accept my love for you with a hug or kiss in return, that was it, I'm sorry.
Ill update the rest of the thread with what happens tomorrow at school
