Is my social mental over?

[Esky1911]

It hasn't been even a week I joined here and I started to use the terms here in my mental state of mind.

When locking eyes with a girl. "That's a clear sign of IOI", usually I'd be "hehe girl find me sexy"

I even categories people as subhuman, sub5, etc

And just now I also thought about, "hehe she's eye fucking me" I read a thread about few hours ago and learned about the term "eye fucking"

And walking past people utilizes my brain power where I keep on thinking "Hehe it's over for him/her", "lol cuckmaxxed looks"