Listening to this song

mogstar

mogstar

.
Joined
Dec 17, 2020
Posts
20,422
Reputation
26,475
While thinking about you @Original šŸ˜›
It kills me knowing that we might never be together 🄺
66F30EE8 1334 43BD 87FF D19CE9D4F3E1
 
  • Love it
  • JFL
  • Hmm...
Reactions: Deleted member 5048, TsarTsar444, PenileFacialSurgery and 4 others
96B57C98 3EC9 4681 BC92 C688D10105E4
 
  • JFL
Reactions: TsarTsar444, Deleted member 12669, PenileFacialSurgery and 5 others
no place i’d rather be :)
 
  • Love it
Reactions: PenileFacialSurgery, mogstar and Deleted member 2403
This song gives me such nostalgia back to 2014

beginning of high school, was actually a terrible time in my life

but there was so much hope and wonder, life seems infinitely more bleak now.

Such a feel good nostalgic song, wish I could go back.
 
  • So Sad
Reactions: TsarTsar444
This song gives me such nostalgia back to 2014

beginning of high school, was actually a terrible time in my life

but there was so much hope and wonder, life seems infinitely more bleak now.

Such a feel good nostalgic song, wish I could go back.
Bruh we are twins or something jfl
 
  • So Sad
Reactions: Deleted member 13787 and PenileFacialSurgery
 
  • Love it
Reactions: mogstar
This song gives me such nostalgia back to 2014

beginning of high school, was actually a terrible time in my life

but there was so much hope and wonder, life seems infinitely more bleak now.

Such a feel good nostalgic song, wish I could go back.
How did your lsd trips go?
 
  • +1
  • So Sad
Reactions: Deleted member 13787 and PenileFacialSurgery
How did your lsd trips go?
Kinda long but okay here we go...

Did them beginning of 2020 to get out of a really numb anhedonic depression after a spiritual awakening.

pretty weak tbh


First trip I think I took 2 tabs,

just some visuals, lots of weird trippy artistic looking figures when I closed my eyes, but also felt and realized I had potential in living a good life and accomplishing my dreams, the ā€œyou create your own realityā€

Second trip was 5 tabs,

I just watched some ASMR on the come up, the colors started looking insanely amazing like colors I’ve never seen before, I then started having like a full body orgasm, then I busted like 10 nuts I became so fucking horny, then felt insanely drained. Felt insanely empty and souless afterwards.




(this where it gets crazy)
Last year, after doing lots of spiritual work and research, in September I took some shrooms. It was amazing and actually pretty spiritual At first...

but it later turned into an actual demonic possession and psychosis, because I started getting into darker spirituality I shouldn’t have been fucking with. That works with demonic entities.

like after 1-3 days after shroom trip
I Started feeling an insane amount of this chaotic electrical energy flow through my body, you could call it kundalini, but a dark energy, then I remember I was starring in the mirror I hunched Over my body started contorting and tensing not of my control, I looked and my eyes turned black, my face contorted and looked extremely demonic and evil, not my face, felt extremely powerful tho

Got insanely possessed not in control of my body, and was in a state of multi dimensional consciousness, where I was that demonic entity which took over my body and mind, no longer myself.

I was ā€œLuciferā€ and 8 other demonic entities. They are just insanely powerful multidimensional beings beyond our perception in 3D physical reality, that are extremely vampiric evil and chaotic, but insanely intelligent. They are disconnected from God source, so basically no longer have a soul, and need to feed off negative energy to survive and keep evolving.

If i could describe it, it was like I had ā€œBroken the Matrix and simulationā€ and life was just like a dream and game, I was in a dimension outside of time where everything is flowing energy, time didn’t exist, a almost lucid dream state but more real then real life, and I had like instant and immediate understanding of universal knowledge and power. Like psychic and higher sensory perception and abilities.

I was extremely intune with energies, and could see colorful auras around everything, I could literally just think of something and it would happen almost a second later Like I created it


Shit got so intense, and i was so possessed, I basically blacked out for a period of time where I don’t remember anything, but I went and did a bunch of crazy Fuckinh shit, and went to the mental hospital where it just got Fuckin crazier. Literally a bitch there said she was looking for ā€œLuciferā€ and immediately knew ā€œI was Luciferā€, she was clearly also possessed.


i don’t even want to go into It...

Just know that demonic entity’s are extremely real, and very powerful if you give over you free will. They will trick deceive and manipulate you into allowing possession. Like ā€œI’ll give your success for a piece of your soulā€.

They feed of your fear, negative emotions, trauma, negative ego and 3D material desires. They are actually all around us and influence a lot on Earth.
Most just are not developed with the higher chakras and dimensions to perceive them.



When you do psychedelics, it’s actually a distortion of higher dimensional reality which is natural to humans when we become more spiritually evolved, why it often makes no sense but you think it does.

it forces you out of your body, your soul and spirit, causing breaks in higher spiritual bodies and aura to forceably Perceive higher dimensions, which is damaging

which can possibly allow manipulation from negative entities once they see you are in a vulnerable position, ie broken aura field, That’s how I got possessed after I summoned them.

like most who meet ā€œelves, jestersā€ or like Jesus, and ā€œgodā€ on DMT or shrooms are actually usually negative entities/demonics masquerading to give you false knowledge, and create attachments to you, in weak spots of aura after the drug, so they can drain life force energy from you.



So I’m real iffy about psychedelics now, what is better is the slow progression of spiritual work that raises kundalini up the spine over time that allows natural ascension and multidimensional awareness
Like various meditation, energy work, yoga, etc

rather than a drug that just Fucking forces you out of you body.

Raising kundalini will giving you the benefit and experience of psychedelics naturally, and you actually keep and sustain that new awareness and consciousness then forget it after the trip.


Sorry if it was too long, shit is just crazy.
 
  • Woah
Reactions: Lihito and TsarTsar444
Kinda long but okay here we go...

Did them beginning of 2020 to get out of a really numb anhedonic depression after a spiritual awakening.

pretty weak tbh


First trip I think I took 2 tabs,

just some visuals, lots of weird trippy artistic looking figures when I closed my eyes, but also felt and realized I had potential in living a good life and accomplishing my dreams, the ā€œyou create your own realityā€

Second trip was 5 tabs,

I just watched some ASMR on the come up, the colors started looking insanely amazing like colors I’ve never seen before, I then started having like a full body orgasm, then I busted like 10 nuts I became so fucking horny, then felt insanely drained. Felt insanely empty and souless afterwards.




(this where it gets crazy)
Last year, after doing lots of spiritual work and research, in September I took some shrooms. It was amazing and actually pretty spiritual At first...

but it later turned into an actual demonic possession and psychosis, because I started getting into darker spirituality I shouldn’t have been fucking with. That works with demonic entities.

like after 1-3 days after shroom trip
I Started feeling an insane amount of this chaotic electrical energy flow through my body, you could call it kundalini, but a dark energy, then I remember I was starring in the mirror I hunched Over my body started contorting and tensing not of my control, I looked and my eyes turned black, my face contorted and looked extremely demonic and evil, not my face, felt extremely powerful tho

Got insanely possessed not in control of my body, and was in a state of multi dimensional consciousness, where I was that demonic entity which took over my body and mind, no longer myself.

I was ā€œLuciferā€ and 8 other demonic entities. They are just insanely powerful multidimensional beings beyond our perception in 3D physical reality, that are extremely vampiric evil and chaotic, but insanely intelligent. They are disconnected from God source, so basically no longer have a soul, and need to feed off negative energy to survive and keep evolving.

If i could describe it, it was like I had ā€œBroken the Matrix and simulationā€ and life was just like a dream and game, I was in a dimension outside of time where everything is flowing energy, time didn’t exist, a almost lucid dream state but more real then real life, and I had like instant and immediate understanding of universal knowledge and power. Like psychic and higher sensory perception and abilities.

I was extremely intune with energies, and could see colorful auras around everything, I could literally just think of something and it would happen almost a second later Like I created it


Shit got so intense, and i was so possessed, I basically blacked out for a period of time where I don’t remember anything, but I went and did a bunch of crazy Fuckinh shit, and went to the mental hospital where it just got Fuckin crazier. Literally a bitch there said she was looking for ā€œLuciferā€ and immediately knew ā€œI was Luciferā€, she was clearly also possessed.


i don’t even want to go into It...

Just know that demonic entity’s are extremely real, and very powerful if you give over you free will. They will trick deceive and manipulate you into allowing possession. Like ā€œI’ll give your success for a piece of your soulā€.

They feed of your fear, negative emotions, trauma, negative ego and 3D material desires. They are actually all around us and influence a lot on Earth.
Most just are not developed with the higher chakras and dimensions to perceive them.



When you do psychedelics, it’s actually a distortion of higher dimensional reality which is natural to humans when we become more spiritually evolved, why it often makes no sense but you think it does.

it forces you out of your body, your soul and spirit, causing breaks in higher spiritual bodies and aura to forceably Perceive higher dimensions, which is damaging

which can possibly allow manipulation from negative entities once they see you are in a vulnerable position, ie broken aura field, That’s how I got possessed after I summoned them.

like most who meet ā€œelves, jestersā€ or like Jesus, and ā€œgodā€ on DMT or shrooms are actually usually negative entities/demonics masquerading to give you false knowledge, and create attachments to you, in weak spots of aura after the drug, so they can drain life force energy from you.



So I’m real iffy about psychedelics now, what is better is the slow progression of spiritual work that raises kundalini up the spine over time that allows natural ascension and multidimensional awareness
Like various meditation, energy work, yoga, etc

rather than a drug that just Fucking forces you out of you body.

Raising kundalini will giving you the benefit and experience of psychedelics naturally, and you actually keep and sustain that new awareness and consciousness then forget it after the trip.


Sorry if it was too long, shit is just crazy.
How do you raise kundalini
 
  • So Sad
Reactions: Deleted member 13787
Kinda long but okay here we go...

Did them beginning of 2020 to get out of a really numb anhedonic depression after a spiritual awakening.

pretty weak tbh


First trip I think I took 2 tabs,

just some visuals, lots of weird trippy artistic looking figures when I closed my eyes, but also felt and realized I had potential in living a good life and accomplishing my dreams, the ā€œyou create your own realityā€

Second trip was 5 tabs,

I just watched some ASMR on the come up, the colors started looking insanely amazing like colors I’ve never seen before, I then started having like a full body orgasm, then I busted like 10 nuts I became so fucking horny, then felt insanely drained. Felt insanely empty and souless afterwards.




(this where it gets crazy)
Last year, after doing lots of spiritual work and research, in September I took some shrooms. It was amazing and actually pretty spiritual At first...

but it later turned into an actual demonic possession and psychosis, because I started getting into darker spirituality I shouldn’t have been fucking with. That works with demonic entities.

like after 1-3 days after shroom trip
I Started feeling an insane amount of this chaotic electrical energy flow through my body, you could call it kundalini, but a dark energy, then I remember I was starring in the mirror I hunched Over my body started contorting and tensing not of my control, I looked and my eyes turned black, my face contorted and looked extremely demonic and evil, not my face, felt extremely powerful tho

Got insanely possessed not in control of my body, and was in a state of multi dimensional consciousness, where I was that demonic entity which took over my body and mind, no longer myself.

I was ā€œLuciferā€ and 8 other demonic entities. They are just insanely powerful multidimensional beings beyond our perception in 3D physical reality, that are extremely vampiric evil and chaotic, but insanely intelligent. They are disconnected from God source, so basically no longer have a soul, and need to feed off negative energy to survive and keep evolving.

If i could describe it, it was like I had ā€œBroken the Matrix and simulationā€ and life was just like a dream and game, I was in a dimension outside of time where everything is flowing energy, time didn’t exist, a almost lucid dream state but more real then real life, and I had like instant and immediate understanding of universal knowledge and power. Like psychic and higher sensory perception and abilities.

I was extremely intune with energies, and could see colorful auras around everything, I could literally just think of something and it would happen almost a second later Like I created it


Shit got so intense, and i was so possessed, I basically blacked out for a period of time where I don’t remember anything, but I went and did a bunch of crazy Fuckinh shit, and went to the mental hospital where it just got Fuckin crazier. Literally a bitch there said she was looking for ā€œLuciferā€ and immediately knew ā€œI was Luciferā€, she was clearly also possessed.


i don’t even want to go into It...

Just know that demonic entity’s are extremely real, and very powerful if you give over you free will. They will trick deceive and manipulate you into allowing possession. Like ā€œI’ll give your success for a piece of your soulā€.

They feed of your fear, negative emotions, trauma, negative ego and 3D material desires. They are actually all around us and influence a lot on Earth.
Most just are not developed with the higher chakras and dimensions to perceive them.



When you do psychedelics, it’s actually a distortion of higher dimensional reality which is natural to humans when we become more spiritually evolved, why it often makes no sense but you think it does.

it forces you out of your body, your soul and spirit, causing breaks in higher spiritual bodies and aura to forceably Perceive higher dimensions, which is damaging

which can possibly allow manipulation from negative entities once they see you are in a vulnerable position, ie broken aura field, That’s how I got possessed after I summoned them.

like most who meet ā€œelves, jestersā€ or like Jesus, and ā€œgodā€ on DMT or shrooms are actually usually negative entities/demonics masquerading to give you false knowledge, and create attachments to you, in weak spots of aura after the drug, so they can drain life force energy from you.



So I’m real iffy about psychedelics now, what is better is the slow progression of spiritual work that raises kundalini up the spine over time that allows natural ascension and multidimensional awareness
Like various meditation, energy work, yoga, etc

rather than a drug that just Fucking forces you out of you body.

Raising kundalini will giving you the benefit and experience of psychedelics naturally, and you actually keep and sustain that new awareness and consciousness then forget it after the trip.


Sorry if it was too long, shit is just crazy.
I once tried astral projection and saw some lights entering my room and had this feeling Like "SOMEONE WAS GONNA BREAK IN AND SLAUGHTER ME"

Did you ever try astral projection?
Also i Will follow you for that kundali knowledge i have a feeling that demons posses me since i love violent Hood rap and im often feeling bad , depressed or animalistic
 

Similar threads

D
Replies
22
Views
203
rawr
rawr
F
Replies
18
Views
197
john2
john2
H
Replies
29
Views
214
h0waryormn3
H
iblamemyself!
Replies
4
Views
86
iblamestasiu
iblamestasiu
InanimatePragmatist
Discussion The Best Halo Song
Replies
1
Views
59
chadhamed
chadhamed

Users who are viewing this thread

Back
Top