Low_inhib maxxing / before 1st date

[White_Bwoi]

I was pretty chill/laid back last couple of days, and I thought the 1st date with blonde MTB = a piece of cake...

But ever present ND demons are ready to sabotage everything, immense anxiety for no reason 3h before the meeting.

Good looking narcy aspie, worst possible confusing scenario with a girl im afraid is NORMIE to the core ;(

Why I even go there, to see what she looks like in real life, I wish I had ZHERKA powers.

ritalin made me sweating already I pray to god it stops after I take a bath

I'll drink moderate amount, not to be fucked up but - 2-3 500ml 5% beers before going out, because im sure I'll scare this bitch off with my ND if im dead sober

 

[White_Bwoi]

Pregabalin had strange depressing effect on me last time I tried, so no clav method unfortunately just plain old dumbing yourself down with alc%