ascendingpath
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Maybe in another life im actually an teenager with no worries living an social lifestyle with a lot of friends and not being an socially akward retard. allowed to go out at night and enjoy my life. sometimes i tear up thinking why it has to be me not realizing how bad my life is. so basically my social anxiety is really fucking bad i get made fun of also my dopamine and serotonin production is very low. i suck i cant make friends as time passes by im losing more friends that eye contacts i've made. my only escape is putting on music and going outside for a walk ( forest cuz im anxious) imagenning what i would look like and how of a lovely life i would've had if i looked good and wasnt anxious life is really brutal.