DwayneWhite55
I'm 39 and stfu about Asia
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I feel like telling one of my horror stories.
So I was 15 and 1/2 and my best friend stopped hanging out with me so I would hang out with these 3 lame guys. We'd go to the mall in fall ,the start of school time to winter. None of them had any balls to try for numbers except me. I would ask for numbers and hit on girls left and right and get rejected. Until one girl I thought was pretty gave me her number. I thought I hit the jackpot. But my dorky friend actually would try to talk to her. I wish I would of let him. But I would take over the phone and do elmo voices to her and she said it was cute. I asked her to come to her house. And she was nice at first,then she gets on the phone and starts talking to guy after guy. And I just sat on the ground by her,while she talked to these older guys. Don't know the ages. She was pretty and sexy and I just couldn't help from simping. I start asking her to be my girlfriend and she just ignored me. I got a ride home.
My dumb ass still talked to her on the phone,and not long after that she started hanging out with my younger sister. And she'd come over my house and stay the night and sleep by me. She was the only girl giving me any attention that had looks. See she would put me through this for years ,acting like she liked me and respected me, then she completely did a 180 after about a week and talk shit about me. And not want to talk to me. She wouldn't answer her phone.
This kind of treatment went on for some years. Just me being a simp mixed in with if we made up she'd act like she liked me but changed her mind.
Now looking back at it I realize she was a complete narcissist, a common girl and what they like in men. She liked bigger,masculine ,tall good looking men. And i was short and always ugly to her. She'd stare in the mirror and admire her own self. Everything was about looks to her. And she loved guys that would actually beat guys down for her. I never seen it but she told me. She got pregnant by a 21 year old when she was 15. And was in love with him but he was a asshole. Actually this guy had a best friend that was tall and good looking and 17. And it could be his kid. Both these guys loved to act like criminals and bad boys. But they had looks and height on their side.
To this day she's been through all kinds of guys,last I heard from her sister was that she's in women's prison for something. When I tried talking to her she did the same shit,tried to act like she respected me and missed me ,love bombed me and then blocked me out of nowhere for something petty. But before she did,she rubbed it in that I'll always be Dwayne white ,whatever that means and she has friends and people that love her unlike me. And on her fb she posted this weird looking masculine guy that kind of looked like the user bull ,worshipping and kissing her feet.
So after this girl at around 20 I started to listen to Eminem and voweled to never to simp again. And that's when I started putting girls in check and talking shit to them.
So I was 15 and 1/2 and my best friend stopped hanging out with me so I would hang out with these 3 lame guys. We'd go to the mall in fall ,the start of school time to winter. None of them had any balls to try for numbers except me. I would ask for numbers and hit on girls left and right and get rejected. Until one girl I thought was pretty gave me her number. I thought I hit the jackpot. But my dorky friend actually would try to talk to her. I wish I would of let him. But I would take over the phone and do elmo voices to her and she said it was cute. I asked her to come to her house. And she was nice at first,then she gets on the phone and starts talking to guy after guy. And I just sat on the ground by her,while she talked to these older guys. Don't know the ages. She was pretty and sexy and I just couldn't help from simping. I start asking her to be my girlfriend and she just ignored me. I got a ride home.
My dumb ass still talked to her on the phone,and not long after that she started hanging out with my younger sister. And she'd come over my house and stay the night and sleep by me. She was the only girl giving me any attention that had looks. See she would put me through this for years ,acting like she liked me and respected me, then she completely did a 180 after about a week and talk shit about me. And not want to talk to me. She wouldn't answer her phone.
This kind of treatment went on for some years. Just me being a simp mixed in with if we made up she'd act like she liked me but changed her mind.
Now looking back at it I realize she was a complete narcissist, a common girl and what they like in men. She liked bigger,masculine ,tall good looking men. And i was short and always ugly to her. She'd stare in the mirror and admire her own self. Everything was about looks to her. And she loved guys that would actually beat guys down for her. I never seen it but she told me. She got pregnant by a 21 year old when she was 15. And was in love with him but he was a asshole. Actually this guy had a best friend that was tall and good looking and 17. And it could be his kid. Both these guys loved to act like criminals and bad boys. But they had looks and height on their side.
To this day she's been through all kinds of guys,last I heard from her sister was that she's in women's prison for something. When I tried talking to her she did the same shit,tried to act like she respected me and missed me ,love bombed me and then blocked me out of nowhere for something petty. But before she did,she rubbed it in that I'll always be Dwayne white ,whatever that means and she has friends and people that love her unlike me. And on her fb she posted this weird looking masculine guy that kind of looked like the user bull ,worshipping and kissing her feet.
So after this girl at around 20 I started to listen to Eminem and voweled to never to simp again. And that's when I started putting girls in check and talking shit to them.
