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About my girlfriend
My girlfriend suddenly left me four days ago. The same morning, she had a panic attack and begged for help...so I was there for her. She struggled a lot mentally, having been to a ward multiple times and is being diagnosed with BPD. She was crying that she is scared, that she will "switch" and leave me...so she was promising to me, and made me promise that we will marry. Couple hours after that, she had another rage attack and during that, she insulted me brutally and finally left me. Not even two hours after that she got herself someone else and that person is the complete opposite of what she was looking for. Everything she said was complete opposite of what she used to say...or think...all of her opinions and whole behavior is the opposite. We were together for over two years, planned to marry and have a family. We shared absolutely everything together, our hobbies, our interests, our future goals...everything. But suddenly out of total nowhere...this happened.
She also warned me day before that happened, that she might go crazy and say all of those things.
But now, it's all over, she has someone else and if I try to contact her in any way, she just insults me and blocks me.
This hit me so hard that I can hardly breathe all four days, I vomit frequently and I only ate two pieces of bread since that happened.
The pain is unbearable and I feel it getting much worse with every minute passing by.
She was absolutely my everything and I don't think I can last any longer. If I would only have any explanation, or if we talked about it and parted ways...
Every single time I mentioned what she told me that morning and day before that (when she warned me about her attack and was so nice to me when she promised we will marry)...when I mentioned it, she only started to be angried and insulted me more, yelling "I don't care" before blocking me again.
this is me, maybe it has something to do with my looks??
I think i'm a fairly goodlooking guy (8-9/10)
that is a hair system btw
My girlfriend suddenly left me four days ago. The same morning, she had a panic attack and begged for help...so I was there for her. She struggled a lot mentally, having been to a ward multiple times and is being diagnosed with BPD. She was crying that she is scared, that she will "switch" and leave me...so she was promising to me, and made me promise that we will marry. Couple hours after that, she had another rage attack and during that, she insulted me brutally and finally left me. Not even two hours after that she got herself someone else and that person is the complete opposite of what she was looking for. Everything she said was complete opposite of what she used to say...or think...all of her opinions and whole behavior is the opposite. We were together for over two years, planned to marry and have a family. We shared absolutely everything together, our hobbies, our interests, our future goals...everything. But suddenly out of total nowhere...this happened.
She also warned me day before that happened, that she might go crazy and say all of those things.
But now, it's all over, she has someone else and if I try to contact her in any way, she just insults me and blocks me.
This hit me so hard that I can hardly breathe all four days, I vomit frequently and I only ate two pieces of bread since that happened.
The pain is unbearable and I feel it getting much worse with every minute passing by.
She was absolutely my everything and I don't think I can last any longer. If I would only have any explanation, or if we talked about it and parted ways...
Every single time I mentioned what she told me that morning and day before that (when she warned me about her attack and was so nice to me when she promised we will marry)...when I mentioned it, she only started to be angried and insulted me more, yelling "I don't care" before blocking me again.
this is me, maybe it has something to do with my looks??
I think i'm a fairly goodlooking guy (8-9/10)
that is a hair system btw
