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I want to get a degree in CS, but a lot of it is because its a high paying, respectable field, but mainly I want to prove I'm smart. When I think about it it's basically for others.
I make good money running a business but it's really low skill just flipping items. I don't want to view myself as an uneducated idiot, but I have a procastination problem probably from my only life being just hustling trying to make money.
Like literally I don't talk to anyone besides my fucking family tbh, I feel OK but I definitely know that shit's not healthy long term and I would be way happier with friends but wtf am I gonna do.
I fucking procastinate like shit and then I'm doing my homework now when it was due at 12:00 and I realized finals are in a month for computer science and I really know fucking jack shit like maybe 10% of what I'm suppose too.
So I planned to change this week and study and cram in advance for the finals so I can pass without cheating and feel grrrreaaat about actually studying but I already know that will never happen.
fuckin hate this shit wish I was just a focused person
I make good money running a business but it's really low skill just flipping items. I don't want to view myself as an uneducated idiot, but I have a procastination problem probably from my only life being just hustling trying to make money.
Like literally I don't talk to anyone besides my fucking family tbh, I feel OK but I definitely know that shit's not healthy long term and I would be way happier with friends but wtf am I gonna do.
I fucking procastinate like shit and then I'm doing my homework now when it was due at 12:00 and I realized finals are in a month for computer science and I really know fucking jack shit like maybe 10% of what I'm suppose too.
So I planned to change this week and study and cram in advance for the finals so I can pass without cheating and feel grrrreaaat about actually studying but I already know that will never happen.
fuckin hate this shit wish I was just a focused person